helo

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the clicky yay feeling when I know the perfect word for a situation is very nice

assuming I am autistic, I think I might have actually discovered my “superpower”

*i know that describing autism as a superpower should not be the default and that autism isn’t always fun, but for me personally there are specific parts of my maybe autism that do seem like superpowers sometimes, this is just about me, not everyone*

yes, it can be tiring sometimes, but I see objects as alive. Unicorn nightlight? Alive. shampoo bottle? Alive (it’s looks like a swan). Smoke detector? Alive. So while it can be annoying to not be able to see objects as just things instead of animate beings, these items are always there for me. Wherever I am, there is always something I see as alive that can come tell me it’s going to be alright. The objects that only I see as alive understand me. They don’t need me to do anything for them, they stay silent and still when I do not need them. I don’t actually see the objects moving to comfort me, but I can imagine them doing it. It’s kind of nice, always having something alive just for me, that understand me perfectly.

idk I’m rambling just had this thought

I’m sick of everything being alive. in the way that my brain recognizes everything as alive, idk how to explain it I think there’s a name but it can be tiring sometimes to see every single thing as an animate object

crap I willed my imaginary friend into existence so now they exist, and now I feel like I can’t do anything because I can’t do thing while people are around and now this imaginary friend is a people, but I can’t will them out of existence, and I can’t make them go away because then I’ll feel guilty.

This is my imaginary friend

why is it so hard to find new music? I can’t tell if I don’t like it or if it makes me feel a little in easy because its unfamiliar