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Praise for the Damned Emperors series

‘In Caligula, Turney uses fiction to challenge some of [the] lies that masquerade under the name of history … [His narrator, Livilla] provides an energetic and intelligent eyewitness view of the imperial court and of the gradual decline of Caligula’s rule … A satisfyingly alternative look at Caligula, something perhaps better done in fiction than in academic history … Great and enjoyable’

Mary Beard, TLS

‘Caligula is a monster we all know and love to hate. Turney’s novel challenges our prejudice, and sketches a more understanding view of the Roman Emperor … Turney’s version is an entirely plausible take on the sources. We pity the boy, even as we deplore the insane violence of the man. Caligula is an engrossing new spin on a well-known tale’

Antonia Senior, The Times

‘Turney’s masterful, persuasive writing makes you start to question everything you have ever read about Rome’s most tyrannical ruler … Finding humanity and redeeming qualities in one of history’s most reviled villains is a bold move, but in Turney’s hands, it pays off’

Helena Gumley-Mason, The Lady

‘Enthralling and original, brutal and lyrical by turns. With powerful imagery and carefully considered history Turney provides a credible alternative to the Caligula myth that will have the reader questioning everything they believe they know about the period’

Anthony Riches, author of the Empire series

‘Inspired … a mesmerising, haunting and disturbing portrait of Caligula’

Kate Atherton, Sunday Express S Mag

‘Commodus combines thrilling Roman spectacle, star-crossed young lovers, and poisonous palace intrigue into a compulsively readable drama … A tense, taut, thrilling character study of one of Rome’s most maligned rulers, transformed here into tragic hero’

Kate Quinn, author of The Alice Network

‘Brilliant … a gripping gallop of a read, impeccably researched, beautifully written, impossible to put down’

Angus Donald, author of the Outlaw Chronicles

‘Gripping, emotional and authentic. The best Roman novel I’ve read in a long time. Turney is one of the best historical novelists out there’

Christian Cameron, author of Killer of Men

‘Turney masterfully gives readers a new and illuminating look at Emperor Commodus, but also introduces us to the clever freedwoman who should have been his empress. Seeing imperial Rome through Marcia’s eyes is a delight not to be missed, and Turney is at the top of his game’

Stephanie Dray, author of Lady of the Nile

‘Commodus, son of Marcus Aurelius: mad, bad and dangerous to stand too close to according to history. Turney, however, does here what he did in Caligula – puts some humanity back in the beast of Rome. Warm and well written’

Robert Low, author of the Oathsworn series

‘This exuberant take on one of the great monsters of history is exhilarating in its revisionist energy; Turney is a truly cherishable talent’

Barry Forshaw on Caligula

‘Superbly researched and elegantly written. A powerful and original narrative’

Nick Brown, author of Agent of Rome on Caligula

For Suzy. Thank you for the unsurpassed gifts of knowledge and understanding that you have given to my children.

Their lives will be richer for your teachings.

Damnatio Memoriae

Upon the death of an emperor, it became practice for the senate to confer apotheosis upon his name, granting him divine status and a cult of his own. If the emperor had been despised, however, the senate could choose the precise opposite and vilify rather than deify him – damnatio memoriae (a modern term) would occur. Without hesitation or ceremony, the emperor’s name was erased from all public inscriptions (a process known as abolition nominis), his image would be scratched from frescoes, his statues smashed. Sometimes, even coins bearing his image would be defaced. The damned emperor was not only denied an ascent to heaven, but wiped from history. Such was the fate of the wicked, the unpopular, or the unfortunate.

Prologue

Sword into flesh.

Blood.

Screaming. His. Hers. Mine.

And there… the twin spectres of a father and son, reaching, faces twisting with fury.

I wake in a sweat, the nightmares assailing me even as light streams in through the shutters, forcing me to blink repeatedly, motes of dust dancing before my eyes. I am shivering, despite the summer heat, and the bed sheet is wrapped and twisted into knots, soaked.

Must it be like this?

May I never rest?

I know that what I have done is unforgivable, and yet could I have done any different?

I rub the sweat from my eyes and focus, the world coalescing around me.

I clench my teeth and pull on the façade of imperium. I will have called out in my sleep, and slaves will be running to check on me, even though they know there is nothing wrong, for this is common to them. I cannot let them see a hollow man. They must not see a murderer.

They must see Marcus Aurelius Antoninus, emperor of Rome.

The good of the Empire comes above all.

Part One – Dynasty

‘Paucos uiros fortes natura procreat; bona institutione plures reddit industria’

Few men are born brave; many become so through care and force of discipline

—Publius Flavius Vegetius Renatus

I

By the Gods and by Fate

Sicily, Summer AD 189

My earliest memory, oddly, is of him. A fascination at what he was.

We were on board a fast and light liburnian, bound for Syracusae, where my father, Septimius Severus, Propraetorian governor of Sicilia, was due to take up his lucrative and impressive posting. My mother, Julia Domna, never liked sea travel, but she put a brave face on it all, for the sake of the baby.

Geta, my mewling baby brother, was swaddled in Mother’s arms as we cut our way across the waves.

On one level, I perceived him as a threat, I will admit. I had been the only child in our world, and while I was still the elder, now I would have to share that attention with another person. I looked at Mother, smiling and cooing at the squirming, crying infant, putting on a brave face for him despite her own fears. My own smile faltered. She was not my real mother, or so I had been told.

The woman who gave birth to me, Paccia Marciana, had died the day I was born, in a blood-soaked bed in Lugdunum, on a stormy spring morning, as Vulcan’s hammer pounded the world and the rains washed away hope and despair alike. They had even washed away grief for my father, apparently, for barely had my mother been rendered down to ash, before he was looking at a new wife. I do not remember the journey east to meet her, nor the brief betrothal and wedding. I was barely a year old when I gained a new mother, having never met the old one, so there was no bitterness there. Indeed, from Julia I received all the love and care of mother for son, and so I had never felt out of place. Though there was a nagging discomfort lurking beneath the surface that I later understood came from the fact that though I was the eldest brother, unlike Geta I was not Julia’s natural son.

At the time, though, I was excited. I had a brother! Someone to play with, to learn with, to share with, to be close to. He was little more than a crying bundle so far, but I had an inkling of what having a sibling could mean, for my father and his own brother, who Geta had been named after, were very close, supporting one another in a world that had become increasingly difficult under the unpredictable emperor Commodus and his court of serpents.

As the ship lurched from wave to wave, every jarring contact threatening to send us to our knees, every soul aboard gripping a rail to stay afoot, the baby seemed to do nothing but wail. Mother’s face was filled with warmth, but also with weariness.

‘I fear I shall miss Antiope,’ she sighed at my father, playing with the folds of the wrapped bundle in her arms. My father simply mumbled something noncommittal.

We had let Antiope, my own nurse, go when we left Lugdunum, and there would be a new one for Geta when we settled into Sicilia. But in these days in between, all the work came down to Mother.

‘I barely have the time to be seasick,’ she added, with a slight hint of admonishment at Father for his lack of involvement. Still, she attacked the job like a centurion, strong in both body and will, a propraetor in her own little world.

‘Soon, Julia,’ Father replied, not taking his eyes from the sea. ‘Soon you will have all the help you need.’

She nodded. Even she, powerful, glorious Julia Domna, was becoming exhausted, but she would not allow it to consume her. She was ever a match for Father. My gaze slipped to him, standing at the rail near the front of the ship, watching the walls of Syracusae approach, the vessel lurching and bouncing over the waves. Lucius Septimius Severus, son of Africa, praetor of Rome, was the most imposing man I ever met. A bear in human guise. At that tender age I was in awe of the man, as most boys are, but I never lost that sense of wonder and respect. He had climbed the ladder of posts at an astonishing rate, for Rome had found herself short of capable men after the Antonine Plague. He had cut his teeth in the campaign against the Mauri in his native Africa in the wake of their attempted invasion of Hispania. Some six feet tall, swarthy, and with thick, curly black hair that was beginning to show patches of grey, he was impressive to behold.

A cry of alarm drew my attention, and I turned to see a sailor who was doing something obscurely maritime with a rope slip with one bouncing wave and hurtle towards the rail. My heart lurched, for the man was clearly doomed, the momentum carrying him over the edge, where he would plunge into the waters beside the speeding ship, probably to die against the heavy, bouncing hull, battered into the drowning black.

None of the other sailors or protective marines were close enough to help, though they ran to try as the man scrabbled desperately at the rail, trying to hold on to the slippery timbers, his weight pulling him away. They would not have time.

Then, suddenly, Father was there, his arm shooting forth like a striking cobra and gripping the hapless sailor’s arm. He was immensely strong, and the sailor clung, whimpering, to the powerful fist that held him aloft, as Father hauled him back over the rail to safety.

The man fell to his knees, weeping with relief, then realised what had happened and looked up at the man who had saved his life, a proconsular governor, a man more powerful than most bar the emperor himself. His shock was visible, and he quivered as he fawned over Father, thanking him over and over. I watched, a sense of pride growing in me. That was something of a defining moment in my admiration for Father, for most men of his rank would not have risked their own comfort, let alone their safety, for a lowly sailor.

We entered the city harbour shortly after, and the waters calmed, the ship moving steadily to the dock, and finally we disembarked. Father was the first to reach land, preceded only by his lictors, an announcement of his rank, as well as protection from any potential danger. I followed after, with my favoured slave, and stood beside Father as everything else was organised.

Father’s secretary, one of the few men who felt confident in speaking to him almost as an equal, pulled him aside. I was nearby, and could just overhear their conversation.

‘Should you have done that?’

‘What?’ Father asked.

‘Saved the sailor.’

‘He would have died.’

‘It demeans the dignity of your rank to risk your own life to save a nobody’s.’

Father turned and fixed the man with a direct and very pointed look. ‘Every great man can look back down his lineage and find a nobody at its root. That sailor is a free man of Rome, and every free man of Rome has a value beyond estimation.’

Father turned, and saw me looking at him. He smiled, dropped to a crouch, and rested his big, powerful hand on my shoulders. I looked into his dark, wise eyes.

‘There is something to be learned here, my boy. Even at your age it is important to learn such lessons, for one day you will climb the cursus honorum yourself as the master of our house. See the sailor?’

He indicated the man who was now leaning on the rail, still a little shaky, but recovering. I nodded.

‘He is no consul, or tribune, or senator, or even a citizen, probably. He will be a free man of low birth from the provinces. A nobody, perhaps. But see the muscles in his arms? It is those muscles that steered our ship from Ostia to this island. It is muscles like those that drive the empire. Some will tell you that the empire functions because men in togas with broad stripes make proclamations. That the empire only works because its top men make the right decisions. They are wrong.’

I looked at the sailor. I could see nothing impressive about him.

Father cupped my chin in his hand and turned my face back to his. ‘When your time in power comes, remember this day. Hold the respect of those broad-stripe senators and the great and the rich, but remember that the empire relies upon men many think to be of no consequence. The soldier, the sailor, the farmer, the carpenter. Without these men, fat senators would have no seat to sit in, no food to eat, and no empire to govern. The powerful always think that the empire works from the top down, but you need to have seen both ends to know the truth: the empire works from the bottom up.’

Mother disembarked then and joined us, carrying the baby, who had finally settled when the ship had done the same. Father switched back from Latin to Greek, for she knew only the tongue of the East in those days, as he explained what would happen next.

My memories of the following few months are rather vague and confused. I wish, in hindsight, I had paid more attention to Father’s activities, though my time was rather taken up by a combination of lessons with tutors, helping Mother with Geta because the new nurse was taking time settling in, and exploring what I could of the island.

Father began to spend much of his time involved in affairs of state, managing the province, for he was new to Sicilia and had much to learn. I was not aware, at the time, of the fact that he had also spent much time in close conference with priests and augurs. It came to a head one night that winter when we had just finished the evening meal. Father dismissed us. Mother took Geta and his nurse, bidding me with a kindly tone to entertain myself for an hour or two. She was learning Latin fast that year, though she still struggled with some of the words and dropped into Greek. Fortunately, I had been raised in both languages from birth, and could follow her meaning.

So Father disappeared off into his office, the women took my brother elsewhere and I was left alone to lament the fact that Geta was not yet old enough to play with me. The evening darkness had already rolled in during the meal; the shutters were closed, the doors locked and guards in place around the estate, so any adventuring beyond our own gardens was impossible. Faced with boredom and solitude, I did what all four-year-olds do: I resorted to mischief.

I sneaked around the villa, finding any door I had not yet opened and testing it. I came across several new rooms, though the only one of interest was in the kitchens, which led to the room where the slaves stored all the ingredients for baking. Moving on with a handful of tasty loot, I was still stuffing my mouth with almonds when I found myself outside Mother’s window, and could hear the low murmur of conversation.

I am not one for subterfuge. Never have been. I like my friends and enemies, often the same people, I have found, to be in my line of sight and with their intentions writ upon their face. Likewise I myself have always tended, even as a boy, to speak my mind with little care for the consequences. Still, I was in a mischievous mood that night, and so I listened in.

The conversation was troublesome and stilted, for the nurse knew only Latin, while Mother still favoured Greek, floundering for an explanation. As such I had plenty of time to digest it all as Mother made her feelings known. In retrospect, perhaps it was odd that she, a noblewoman of the East and wife of a propraetor, would confide so deeply in a mere nurse. Yet it may be that the nurse was the only woman in this new land with whom she could share her thoughts. And, knowing Mother, who was strong, fierce and clever, and no shrinking flower, it is likely that she always had it in mind that if the nurse betrayed her confidence she could have the woman killed and replaced in a trice. Whatever her reasons, she would be proved foolish in her openness.

Again, excuse my paraphrasing. The precise words of that conversation were said decades ago, and I was young. But I remember the meaning well, and the foreboding they carried.

‘I am frightened for him, Mita.’

‘It is neither unknown, Domina, nor inappropriate for a man to consult auspices and the gods on a matter.’

Mother’s voice lowered and paused periodically then as she sought the words she needed in her new language. ‘It… is not the priests I worry about. He… speaks to magicians.’

‘This is not so common, but hardly a reason to fear.’

‘Mita, he speaks to astrologers and seers, and I know it cannot be with regard to his own future, for Lucius has always had his life mapped out by such men, and has consulted over his destiny since childhood. So if it is not his own horoscope he is interested in…’

They went quiet then, and when conversation resumed they had moved somewhere further away and spoke in even quieter voices, and I could no longer hear them. Interested, though, I hurried across the gardens to the wall of Father’s office and there crouched behind the oleander, below his shuttered window. The murmur of conversation there was a great deal harder to hear, and what I did hear I really could not follow. I was rather disappointed, having expected something exciting, and after a while, I became bored. I played with a stick for a time, then dipped my hand in the fishpond and chased the small gleaming forms around with questing fingers until finally I’d had about all I could take of gardens, and went back inside.

I happened to walk into the atrium at the same time as Father’s office door opened, and I ducked behind a pillar. I’m not sure why, really. I had every reason and right to be there, and my presence was purely coincidental, despite my mischievous spirit. It was instinct, and it probably saved me a slap or a tongue-lashing.

The men who emerged from Father’s office were strange. One wore a long white robe with all the signs of the Zodiac stitched into it in black and gold. He wore wispy grey hair and a long beard in the manner of a philosopher, and his face was wizened and screwed up, as though he had sucked something distasteful. The second was dressed in a flowing dark blue robe, his head and face shaved clean and shiny. The third interested me in how little I could see of him. He wore a long, hooded cloak that enveloped him and hid his features. Gaining the impression immediately that these three men were involved in some sort of subterfuge with Father, and that they were the men about whom Mother had worried, it struck me that the third was the bright one for favouring a garment that hid everything, from his features and his nature to his intentions. They left, and Father escorted them out. I had no idea what storm they heralded.

That storm broke two months later, some time in Martius, if I remember correctly. I was busy with learning some tedious lesson with a gangly tutor I hated when there came such a hammering on the front door I thought it could have been a battering ram. While my tutor searched his collection for some scroll or other, I stepped out of the room and hurried to the atrium, where I could just see the front door. Father was already there, stomping across the marble like a legionary on the march, bellowing to the slaves and pointing imperiously.

The slave opened our door, and I paled at what happened next.

Soldiers invaded our home!

They actually marched in, pushing the doorman aside with their gazes fixed on Father. I was surprised that he seemed to adopt a position almost of deference, given that I knew he had commanded soldiers, and as governor should outrank them. I know now that they were men of the Praetorian Guard, although at the time I did not recognise their uniforms and insignia. I did know they looked impressive and remarkably unhappy, and were led by a man with the tallest, bushiest white plume I had ever seen. He was a tribune, I later understood, which made their presence here all the more important, for such a senior officer to have been sent so far from Rome.

‘What is the meaning of this?’ Father demanded, but his tone was reasonable and non-provocative, with none of the defiance, accusation and hauteur one might have expected. Of course, in the days of the height of Cleander’s power, it was prudent to be cautious when dealing with Praetorians.

‘It has been reported to the emperor that you have…’ the tribune began, unfolding a parchment to read the rest directly, ‘…consorted with seers, astrologers and other sorcerers concerning the wellbeing of the emperor and the future of his reign. This is an affront to the imperial dignity, and may lead to further counts of treason under the Lex Maiestatis. Your tenure in Sicilia is hereby cancelled, and you are ordered to return to Rome immediately to face charges. You have until one hour past dawn to board the trireme in the harbour and accompany us. If you are not present at that time, you will be deemed guilty, declared a fugitive and hunted down. Do you understand?’

Without a hint of panic or anger, or even a change in his expression, Father nodded at the tribune. ‘I understand perfectly. I will present myself at dawn.’

The soldiers left then without a backward glance. When the doors shut after the men, Father turned. He saw my shocked face, but spoke first to the doorman and the major domo.

‘No one is to be admitted or to leave without my express permission,’ he said, pointing at the doorman. Then to the head of the household staff, ‘Have everyone roused. I want the entire villa packed and ready to move one hour before dawn. Send my secretary to the port. Have the authorities dragged from their beds if necessary, but I want my family and the entire household booked on ships that sail for Rome tomorrow. And good, trustworthy ships, mind you. I must accompany the tribune, but I want my family just a mile behind me all the way.’

At this point I realised that Mother had arrived and was standing in another doorway, her face as white as a senator’s toga. ‘What have you done, Lucius?’ she said.

‘Nothing that will cause us any real trouble. This is all a misunderstanding. The emperor fears for his safety in a world where too many people already hate him, blinded to those of us who remain loyal by that snake, Cleander.’

Cleander, commander of the Praetorian Guard, the most powerful man in Rome, after the emperor, and a villain with eyes, ears, and knives, everywhere.

‘But loyalty, Lucius? You consult magicians about the emperor’s future?’

Father fixed her with a look. ‘I do not seek the emperor’s fall, my love. But any man with a modicum of sense can see that the emperor has no heir, and with things moving the way they are, if he does not either secure the succession or heal his rift with the senate soon, there will be another civil war. I seek only to learn what will be, and how to navigate it successfully, Julia. I know the emperor. When he hears this, he will understand. And I have heard it foretold that something like this would happen and that I would weather the storm.’

‘But Cleander holds no love for you, and that man is poison. If he has turned the emperor against you, who else has he set in opposition? Who can you turn to for support?’

‘Do not worry yourself, my love. I have consulted augurs, seers, gods… Every power from Apollo to Zeus and every letter in between. All the omens are good. There are still sensible men in Rome, old friends of mine.’

‘I hope you are right, husband.’

That night I got as little sleep as anyone in the villa. The metaphorical storm having already broken, the literal one followed then, crashing thunder and pounding rain. Mother continually worried about the omen in that as she worked to pack the household, though Father assured all that this was no poor omen, for he had already given much in the way of devotions to Jove and Vulcan, and the priests of both had confirmed their favour.

I was exhausted as I watched Father depart as the very first glow of dawn lit the east that morning. He rode to the port with his head held high and an escort of lictors, servants and slaves. He may have been summoned by Praetorians, but until he left the island he was still a Roman governor, and he would not allow them to strip him of his dignity in the process.

The rest of the family followed and took the ship that afternoon. We were all worried as we reached the port. It so happened that three triremes of the Misenum fleet were anchored that day, escorting a grain shipment, and my father’s authority was sufficient to have commandeered one of them, so we made our way back to Rome at reasonable speed and in fair comfort, close behind Father.

The journey took six days: five along the coast of Italia, and most of the last up the Tiber. Each night we pulled into a harbour, we could see the trireme that bore Father already docked, but he remained aboard with the military escort. He was, after all, now just a private citizen once more; his lictors had been stripped from him, and only a small core of attendants had been permitted. Every morning we set off an hour after that Praetorian ship, following it up the coast like a nervous shadow.

We were a family on the edge. Imagine, if you can, how we felt in those days of true political danger, when good men were falling to the executioner’s blade for nothing more than being in the wrong place at the wrong time. Imagine the tension and anguish. Mother must have been clinging to sanity by the hem of its tunic.

Our ship pulled up at the navalia, the military dock of the Tiber, on the city side at the Campus Martius. Seven other great warships were in dock there, including the one that had conveyed our imprisoned father from Sicilia. We could hardly bear to look. There have been stories of men accused by Cleander not even managing to set foot on the city’s soil before death found them.

I resolved that I could bear anything more than not knowing, and broke from Mother’s protective embrace as the ship pulled up to the dock. I ran to the rail and looked out over the navalia, half-expecting to see Father’s body quivering in a lake of blood and the animal Cleander, whom I had never met, standing over it with a blade in his hand.

I stared, eyes wide, in shock at what I saw.

Serried ranks of Praetorians waited on the dock. Then I realised that what I was seeing was not the arrest it should have been. My father was standing in front of them, hands on his hips in a somewhat military stance… with a grin plastered across his face.

I called Mother over. She came, nervously, slowly, then frowned in incomprehension as she joined me at the rail. Father looked up from the men surrounding him, seemingly unsurprised to discover that we had docked just after him.

‘Lucius?’ Mother called.

‘What did I tell you, my love? The gods favour me. The omens were right.’

‘But Cleander?’

‘Dead! He fell a few days ago. He has been replaced in the Guard by Gratus Julianus and Gaius Regilius, both friends. The accusations against me were overturned before I even arrived. There was never anything to fear.’

Mother blinked away tears of relief.

‘So we brought all our things from Sicilia for nothing?’ she said, with mock admonition.

‘Hardly. I have been vouchsafed the suffect consulship, my dear. I am to be consul. And you know what that means? A real province. Somewhere important. Somewhere with a future. You know my rise was calculated by astrologers long ago. Come, my love. Let us have the furnaces lit in the city domus. We are back in Rome for the year.’

‘Oh good,’ she said, a touch of irony in her tone.

‘We must endure the heat of the city, my love.’ Father smiled. ‘A consul must make his presence felt. Then, soon, we will have a new province to govern.’

These are my earliest memories. Geta spending most of his time crying, Father suffering a baseless accusation, and our future being decided by the gods and by fate, for the man who would see us fall had fallen before us. Finally, of the steel in my mother, for she knew that only one person could have leaked the information about the seers and magicians back to Rome.

Within the hour, Geta’s nurse was crucified on the sea-shore.

II

Like Caesar of Old

Carnuntum, Summer AD 193

The few years following our brief sojourn in Sicilia were tumultuous.

Having been graced with a consulship as promised, Father was granted the province of Pannonia Superior on the Danubius River, one of the most important in the empire, host to three of Rome’s most fearsome veteran legions. We moved as a family to the great fortress city of Carnuntum, where Father set about the business of governance with aplomb.

Looking back, I can see that those last days of Commodus’ reign were unstable and dangerous, and I know that a number of powerful men had secured positions in the empire’s more wealthy and powerful provinces, preparing for the power vacuum that would follow the emperor’s downfall, which all could see coming by then. Father was no different. Indeed, driven by the belief that he was destined for imperium, based on predictions, omens and horoscopes, he was more prepared than most, I suspect.

When disaster finally struck back in Rome, the emperor Commodus brutally murdered in his bath, that vacuum opened up. A new emperor, Pertinax, was raised in his place, only to fall shortly afterwards, murdered by the very imperial guards who had raised him. A third bought the throne from greedy Praetorians, seeking the bonus Pertinax had promised. Still, Father did not make his move, and the reason for that took the form of an old family friend, Gaius Fulvius Plautianus.

He was a distant cousin but a close friend of my father’s. They both hailed from Leptis Magna in Africa and had been childhood companions. Plautianus had served a governorship at the time Father was consul, and so was enduring the obligatory two fallow years before he could secure a new position. He lived in a townhouse in Rome, but made the journey to visit us in Pannonia every few months. I never questioned why. It seems clear now that he spent those turbulent years keeping a close eye on developments in the city and passing information to Father, who would decide how to act upon it.

When Commodus died, Plautianus urged him to stake his claim to the throne, and Father must have been ready. The omens were not, though, and Father was ever a man to trust such things. A hawk broke its neck flying into a door in Carnuntum, and a soothsayer assured Father that it was a clear warning against interfering in the current political upheaval. And so, we remained loyal to the new emperor, Pertinax, steadfast in control of Pannonia. Pertinax lasted a grand total of eighty-seven days, bearing out the prediction of that auspex in Carnuntum. Father’s name could so easily have appeared on the list of victims that year had he moved too soon.

His successor, Didius Julianus, was a fool who threw money at the army to secure his accession. Barely had his backside warmed the throne before the people were calling for his end, and for a series of powerful names in the provinces to come and save Rome. Three men rose to the apex of power in that time: Clodius Albinus, over in chilly Britannia, Pescennius Niger in Syria, and Father, Lucius Septimius Severus. Plautianus spent most of his time then plotting with Father and planning their campaign. Albinus was bought off with offers of shared power, removing him from the race. Niger was far away in the east. Letters were carried by Plautianus and other trusted men, quietly securing the support of other governors. Even when Father knew he had the edge over Niger, he refused to move until the day his favourite auspex observed an eagle circling Carnuntum and then swooping off in the direction of Rome. The omens being clear, Father made his bid for the throne.

I recount such momentous events in brief for they were beyond my ken at the time, but they are pertinent for the involvement of Plautianus.

I came to hate the man.

I had probably met him once or twice when I was a baby or a toddler, but I had no recollection of him the day he first arrived in Pannonia to visit Father. I was with my tutor, enduring a horribly dry lecture on the legal activity of Domitian, something a five-year-old couldn’t give two shits about, when the doorman announced the visitor’s arrival.

Plautianus was a tall man with an angular face, and hair and beard that were black and shiny, oiled and curled expertly despite his travel-worn appearance. He was a striking figure, and, like Father, he favoured a military tunic and belt for his everyday dress, regardless of his current position. He entered the house as though he owned it, and embraced Father as they met in the atrium as though they were long-lost brothers. My feelings towards him were defined in that room at that very moment, and they never changed. I turned from my tutor in our little room to one side of the atrium, interested in the visitor. On the far side, across the small pool with its gurgling dolphin fountain, Mother sat with my brother, who was in the process of learning to walk, which meant falling over and crying a great deal.

Plautianus and Father clasped one another for a time, then stepped back, their hands on one another’s shoulders, both grinning.

‘You will have much news, Gaius,’ Father said.

‘The most incredible,’ the man replied, ‘but not for every set of ears.’

He turned, then, conspiratorial, looking to see who was listening. His eyes fell upon me, where I looked across with interest at this impressive stranger. His gaze slid away from me as though I were but a cracked floor tile, and then across to the room at the far end.

‘This must be your boy,’ he said.

There. A statement. I was nothing. Geta was Father’s son, I was nothing. I know now that there was some shared history between Plautianus and my birth mother, Paccia Marciana, for all of them had been childhood friends in Leptis, and something had soured sufficiently for the man to write me off as the child of a dead woman he loathed. Geta, on the other hand, was the son of his oldest friend and a glorious