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anyone on bluesky or cohost and want to add me? (not sure im sticking around on bluesky but im trying it out.) im trying to start getting my shit together, after therapy finally started to have effects (im not doing good, but im slightly better. from 0.1% survivability to 1%). p.s. i am an adult and mostly interested in adult friends :)
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hi michi. i dont know if this will matter or not but i think i should write it anyway for the chance that it does matter. im sorry i didnt write to you when i tried to get back online last time and im sorry that i stopped talking to you (and everyone) in the first place. when i tried to come back, i thought theres no point to write you some small message, so i should just gather up energy to ask you if you still -
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ju1ia
3 months ago
- wanted to talk at all, or if youd rather not, and then go from there. but i didnt get that energy and now ive gone away again bc life is too much for me. so i just want to tell you sorry for those things and that you do matter to me and that wasnt why i didnt write you. but, now it doesnt really matter bc i cant be online now either.
ju1ia
3 months ago
and its okay if you dont feel like talking to me anymore anyway. just wanted to be clear and apologise. i hope things go well for you.
menmy
1 month ago
hi julia! i didnt mind that, you dont need to apologise :) i havent been online anymore at all and thats the reason i have disappeared as well
hey kyle. im just gonna write a message here because i dont have enough energy in me to communicate more. im sorry ive went away again. i do care about you im just having a really, really bad time in life and cant handle it. im sorry. i wish i could be different and that life stopped being so hard, so i could talk to you more because its really fun when i feel okay. everything is just too hard right now. im sorry.
Heya. Hope all is still well for you, and I hope things are working out. *Hugs*
ju1ia
3 months ago
hey. im just doing really bad sadly and cant handle being online still. but thank you for thinking about me and i wish life wasnt hell so i could talk
era-of-antares
3 months ago
Oh, no. I am so sorry. T.T; Yeah, life isn't great for me either right now.... Seems like everyone is having a tough time ATM. I hope we can talk again before too long, but I understand & respect the need to take time to oneself, I go through that often myself. I hope that life gets better for you before long. -Hugs again-
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Hey, hope you're doing okay. *Hug* ^^
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ju1ia
7 months ago
sry for the slow reply, i am okayish just taking things very slow not to get overwhelmed. theres a lot going on irl that i have to cope with and appointments to go to so i dont end up having energy to stay online much x_X hope youre okay too!
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era-of-antares
7 months ago
I hear you, life has gotten pretty hectic for me too. "Hectic" is not a strong enough word.... Too nice a word too, really.... I'll tell you later. But NP on taking things slow, I'm the exact same way. Just wanted to check in. ^_^ I was wondering if we could talk through email, if you're comfortable with that? I could post my address here real quick & you can email me whenever. Totally cool either way!
hi everyone. it's been almost a year since i "disappeared", aka went through some traumatic things and got too overwhelmed and disconnected myself from everything and everyone. im sorry to my friends that i made you feel worried or hurt because i didnt tell you what happened. i know it wasn't fair, but i was too messed up to do better. i'm going to try to slowly make my way back online here now.
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ju1ia
8 months ago
i'm a bit scared to go on discord or other sites so while ofc i don't mind if anyone writes me stuff, i still need some time to get myself used to being in these spaces again and i cant promise i will reply to anyone quickly anywhere. it's also okay if anyone reading this feels that they were hurt by me leaving and don't want to talk to me anymore, i understand that too. sending virtual hugs to everyone.
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era-of-antares
8 months ago
Hey!! Good to see you!!! 2023 was a terrible year for everyone, it seemed. I'm so sorry, and I hope everything is at least bearable now. I hope we can get caught up soon, I'm still on SpaceHey and still have you added when and if you feel comfortable talking there. ^_^ And no worries, I'm not mad at you, stuff happens yo.
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I miss talking to you so much. Your the best and only true friend I've made in my short existence. Those 3 months of our friendship was magical, I enjoyed making comics, learning things and sharing common interests with somebody who I had a lot in common with. You were one of the greatest people I met and I really hope you return, I really miss talking to you and making things.
ju1ia
8 months ago
hey kyle. i'm sorry for going away for so long. i saw the notification for this comment and i felt i really have to read it. i cant write too much in here but thank you for reminding me that you're my friend and that you're not angry that i "disappeared". i will try to come back and talk more soon. i miss you too. i had some really bad times irl and im sorry i disconnected myself from you and others for this long :(
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redretrotriangle
8 months ago
I'm so sorry to hear bad stuff happened and you had a bad year, I haven't really had a good year either. You only deserve good things! And of course im not angry im really really really happy to see your message! Tell me if there is anyway I can help! There is so much I want to share and show you >_< Ive also made a lot of games with different game engines that you might like so I can show you too! Thank you for
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redretrotriangle
8 months ago
replying it makes me really happy! I hope the best for you and only good things come towards your way.
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I miss you!! *Hugs* I hope you're doing okay. I got loooots to tell you and show you when you get back.... Also, I love the updates to your page!! Your artwork is incredible. :D
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ju1ia
8 months ago
i know im 8 months or so late on this, but thanks for the message and im sorry i went away like that. i went through some bad things and got really overwhelmed with depression and disconnected myself from everyone. thank you for thinking about me and i hope you're doing okay (and that you see this, but i'll try to get on everywhere else slowly. just step by step for now.)
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era-of-antares
8 months ago
I just now saw this, emails didn't notify me for some reason, but either way. No need to apologize, I respect it when people need to take time to themselves. I'm just sorry that in your case it was for such a negative reason, I just hope nothing too severe happened. Take your time, I'm not going anywhere. I'm just happy and relieved that you're back. :D *Hugs*
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