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• queer, aro, genderfluid, he/they
• capricorn sun/virgo moon/scorpio rising; 7w6; enfp; sanguine; most importantly, a monday's child
• geographer
• talk to me here if you so desire
• lists i made or updated in the last mont...

currently

• changed my name on here. hi it's still me
  • also changed my pronouns. adjust your mental conception of me accordingly
• masters student
  • currently: new semester!
• i just updated everything on here because eye trouble has necessitated i sacrifice aesthetic to obtain serifs

okay well

• i failed at keeping this updated so i am currently just. updating every list i've ever made
  • i finished! and will endeavor to keep better track in the future but like, we'll see about that

created january 2024

• potential band names from incorrect yout...
• fictional crushes
• songs i had on repeat in 2023
• yearly trackers
  • so far this year: media, birds, mail, plants, astronomy, field notes, new year's resolutions

updated january 2024

• library for a better life
• things i've said 'that's gender' about

"i just made another addition to my "that's gender" list and have realized that gender, to me, is like 60-80% when a weird guy wears a cool jacket"

• envy (fullmetal alchemist: brotherhood. and unfortunately, also envy from dragon age)
• dave grohl in the everlong video
  • also taylor hawkins in the everlong video when he sits up in bed and his wig falls off and he starts playing drums in his lil nightgown
• every single supervillain in the doom factory on venture bros
• john leguizamo in romeo + juliet
  • also john leguizamo in the pest but we don't talk about that
• tumblr gifset from kirara (not the actual movie though)

things that have helped me. if you're looking through this i hope they help you too. categorized by how they fit together to me; these categorizations will likely change but also not get any clearer outside of my head, sorry

mantras

• antilamentation
• the god who loves you
• writing prompts for the broken-hearted
• the lesson of the moth
• a prayer to a closed door
• in landscape

earth and body

• microseasons
• five walks to save the world
• six ways of looking at crip time
• queer theory for lichens
• pinball is of the body
• queering the map

• musette
• orbis tertius
• captain star
• portia
• miles o'brien
• levon

• i have no mouth and i must scream
• "repent, harlequin!" said the ticktockman
• the beast that shouted love at the heart of the world
• their eyes were watching god
• the heart is a lonely hunter
• something wicked this way comes
• midnight in the garden of good and evil
• we have always lived in the castle
• as i lay dying
• the moon is a harsh mistress
• the spy who came in from the cold
• where late the sweet birds sang
• come home and be killed
• flow, my tears, the policeman said
• all heads turn when the hunt goes by

• it's a long life to always be longing
• the city is a drag
• we didn't start the fire
• saturday night's alright for fighting
• nothing fades like the light
• i was a fool
• we've gotta get out of this place
• sun goes down
• cowboys are frequently secretly fond of each other
• i was a teenage anarchist
• sucks to be you
• i've got all this ringing in my ears and none on my fingers
• a hard rain's gonna fall
• the kids aren't alright
• i wanna be well
• i'm not okay (i promise)
• i wanna get better
• lover, you should have come over
• to live is to die

• post malone has finally addressed being cursed by that haunted box
• post malone says he started seeing UFOs when he was 16
• post malone gave a fan his smelly shoes and people are somehow calling it heartwarming
• post malone once lost and recovered a $600,000 diamond from the sewer
• space station contacted by bizarre life form: post malone
• post malone's technical croc clog drops today
• the kidz bop version of post malone's "congratulations" will make you fear for the youth
• a spirit on ghost adventures called post malone "dirty"
• post malone takes jimmy fallon to olive garden for the first time

• darwin
• magneto
• dazzler
• bishop
• longshot
• domino
• northstar
• nightcrawler
• shadowcat
• psylocke
• mystique
• mimic
• lockheed
• banshee
• gambit
• emma frost
• professor x
• angel
• jubilee
• colossus
• beast