Hi Handsome,....

Thanks so much for the mail and am really happy to read back from you
again...Well let me tell u little about me and know more about me...I'm 61years and
from Dallas, ,Texas am into Aluminum (metal window and door),I have Daughter of 30
years old that live with me full time.I have been a Widowed for the past 2yrs, lost
my husband in a Car Accident on his way back from church, the Grievous moment of my
life, all i have left is my 23yrs old daughter, she's my happiness.I am not looking
to replace my late husband, but I want the same kind of closeness and love that I
had before and I'm sure you do as well...I lost my parent some years back, am the
only child of my parent,But also have adopted sister due to the delay in my parent
marriage with no children. That is why they adopted my sister. no family or
siblings..no brother's But have adopted sister..so am all alone with my daughter
only and am on here seeking for someone to spend the rest of my life with...I don't
mind relocating with the right man i meet on here and i must say u are my first and
only contact for now....what am looking for in my man!!!I'm Looking For A guy that
would be able to take me as i am and not trying to change me.Nice to me. Friendly
Educated or willing to learn something new or improve himself in any way. Someone
who is not negative or cynical. Someone who is not hateful or prejudice. Someone
who has good taste.Someone with good self-esteem. Passionate Affectionate A snuggle
bug (yes, sometimes even I, get a headache and just want to snuggle). Romantic
(candlelight, nice dinner, soft music, bubble bath, cards, flowers, picnics,
surprises, etc.) he must Love kids and takes good care of his families and not
Being self-centered. I would like to meet someone that i can treat like a King and
hope to have such treats in return.

Someone who is a gentle, Non-violent or angry all the time.,Someone who likes a
good argument once in a while. Someone who likes a good discussion and can agree to
disagree. Believes in a partnership. Someone who is willing to share the good as
well as the bad, in a relationship. Someone who is willing to work at a
relationship (does not give in when the going gets tough). Someone who does not
pout when he does not get what he wants or his own way.Does not go to bed
angry,Does not use drugs. Someone who is a little on the wild and crazy side. A
helper Someone handsome just as you are (cares about his appearance). Someone who
leads by example (not a "do as I say, not as I do" type)

A social drinker but not a drunk. Someone who is supportive of me, my decisions and
the things I am working on. Someone who shares my interests (you don't have to
share all of them, but some would be nice). Someone who takes me and/or my plans
into consideration,Some people have described me as creative, intelligent,
perceptive and loyal. On the flip side....some people have also described me as
stubborn and somewhat of a perfectionist although that is lessening as I get older.
Some things that I need in my life are a sense of purpose, a sense of humor, the
feeling of gratitude for my life, the love and respect of my family and friends,
new experiences, someone to share all of the above and a great cup of coffee.How
would you like it if we both get to drink coffee together?I believe that life is a
work in progress.

There are so many things in life to enjoy and share. Quiet time is as important to
me as learning and experiencing new things. Cuddling in front of a movie, listening
to music or sitting on the shore of an ocean watching the waves crash with someone
I care for is about as healing as it gets. Just sitting quietly and listening
without the feeling that we have to keep up a conversation ...it is a very
comforting feeling.I tend to be self-reliant and do not enjoy depending solely on
others. I try to be objective in decision making and not let emotions be as my
decisions. I am open and honest in my communication and do not like to leave issues
to smolder. I would rather bring problems into the open to discuss and resolve.Let
me drop for here and looking forward to hearing from u too.
Marilyn
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Good Thing Come to Those Who Wait
Hi ,
Thanks for the mail and i will be happy if you can tell me more about
yourself.Please let us focus and build a solid relationship and make it work out
for us.i know God have a reason for us to meet on here and i will be happy if you
can let give this a try and see where it leads us too....Thanks very much for
sharing your goals, ambitions and aspirations with me, I feel dumbfounded that i
reread and read your letter over again. I feel we share the same common interest
and definitely looking for the same thing in life if only we give this a chance. I
can't wait to meet to you in person to express my feelings already. I truly like
everything about you and long to be with you in person, you are an intriguing man
with true beauty, I feel after reading your profile and mail we may have a few
things in common, I wish to find someone that I can share my dreams and ambition
with and build a good solid foundation with you. if you are looking for someone
that will value independence as well as interdependence where two people can work
together on things that are common to both and yet retain our own identities and
independent natures. I would welcome the challenge of such a relationship that may
have the possibility of evolving into something more or not.I want you to know i
love surprises and i will be happy if you can let make this relationship to be a
surprises to your family and friends.

More of my interest are visiting the cinema, watching videos, swimming, dancing to
romantic music, traveling, dining out, camping and sightseeing. My kind of person
are Romantic blues, jazz and country music. I do some other things for fun most of
which are with my man or soul mate, I wish to tell you more about this in a chat
soon. About my profession, i am into Construction Engineer into Aluminum (metal
window and door)

My favorite color is Blue and White. I have just gotten a place of mine and wish to
grow into a big organization. I love visiting the cinema, watching videos,
swimming, dancing to romantic music, traveling, dining out, camping and
sightseeing. My kind of person are Romantic blues, jazz and country music.

I need a man who's ready to love me for who I am. A man that's sincere, worthy,
creative, honest, outgoing and outspoken, a man who I can regard as a best friend,
a comforter, a guy who's comfortable in his skin, One who is bold enough to make
right decisions on his own, a family oriented man who has goals in life and future
ambitions. A man who is able to make life worth living like in paradise, he
understands my feelings and he's willing to show affection and love always. I'm not
looking for a rich man,No that's not an issue to me..But a man who is rich with
love care and affections .Do you think you can be the man of my dreams?

I love to be kept at the edge of my seat. My favorite cuisine are German,I also
like the American food as well. My perception of an ideal date is walks by the
beach when we have hands in hands and from there we can go for a candle lit dinner
or something else that is nice.

Now some little questions for you lol..Do you own your home or rent an apartment?,
Are You Financially Secured?, Do you get to save Money for future occurrence?, what
do you like to do for fun?,what's your favorite meal? your favorite color?,what's
your idea of a perfect first date? what's your kind of music & movies? What are
your dreams towards our communication? Will you be able to get across more of your
pics across to me. Hope we chat soon and know what we have in mind for each other.

Lots of Hugs and Blessings.

Judy

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I really appreciate and love your outspokenness and honesty, I understand what it
means to be used by a man or man you really care and feel for and at the end bring
shame and downcast. I believe that partners are 100% equal in a relationship and
both should be able to feel they can trust each other 100% at all times. I feel
that any man who ever disrespects a man is not a caring man at all. I am
affectionate also and I have no trouble showing it for the right man in public or
private. I love to cuddle while watching a good movie, when were in bed, I love to
hug, cuddle and kiss my man at any time and anywhere it could, be it a store,
shopping mall or along the side walk.
You are looking for long term, I am looking for something permanent :-) and I know
it takes time and a lot of good effort to form a good relationship. I want a man to
be my best friend at all times, my sweetheart, love of my life, my partner and my
soul mate all wrapped up into one lovely man. I would be all of that for his and
more,I would love his with all of my heart and have nothing but good feelings for
his. he should be a very caring person, with a lot of good feelings, be honest,
reliable, pleasant personality and have a sense of humor. I am trying not to ramble
here for you but I am looking for the "One TRUE SOUL MATE". What does that mean to
me? he's the person that you can't wait until he comes home from work so you can
kiss his and sit down and relax in front of the TV or go out and spend an evening
together.
The person that just calls to see how your day is going but knows that it just got
much better because you are talking to each other. he gives you a lift when you are
down and can always make you laugh because you know each other so well. The person
that can simply lay in bed with my head on his chest and our legs interlocked for
hours and talk about what's on your mind. he is your best friend, your lover, your
equal and if lucky your husband and Mother of your children. If I didn't scare you
by being so serious and this sounds like something that would interest you then we
could probably hit it off if you are up for it. I'm not afraid to go for it and
this is what I want from life because I deserve the best. I am opening up to you
because I read what you had to say and I think you could be the best. You have high
standards and that's usually because you expect to get what you give from a
relationship.This is almost a page long already. I feel that we have broken the ice
and have found come very common grounds between us.

Lots of Hugs and Kisses.

Judy
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Hello ,
Thanks for the mail,I know you not surprised to receive an email like these from
me..In fact, the world will be a better place if we have people like you around us.
I'm also alone and looking for someone to share my whole life with, not just
someone but one who have all the good characters in life. I'm of that type and want
someone with the same to spend with. I can see you are of that type because you
stated it in your advert the type of person of you want. I really know what love is
and also the type who give his whole heart in a relationship. Relationships are
built one day at a time; they take time, patience, honesty, passion and ability to
compromise and grow! so with true love, is by sharing bad and good times together.
True love is a covenant that we build on a strong foundation and that's why we
don't develop it within a day. It takes sometime to mature and that's when both
sees that they are having the same strong feeling for each other.. It is with true
love as it is with ghosts; everyone talks about it, but few have seen it. I promise
to make you my one and only the most happiest man on earth if only he is willing to
accept me as part of his. Ill be there whenever he needs me and promise never to do
anything to hurt his feeling. Ill love his just the way he is, being blind,
disable, deaf or dumb or whatever category that he falls in. I really mean my words
and I'm serious too. I'm ever ready to sail to the end of the sea with his and ever
prepared to do anything to have his forever. I promised to be the man of his dreams
cus I'm not going to let his down on earth or hurt his feelings, since the adage
goes ;A man without a man is like a river or a stream without a source and as
relationship are build on trust and with mutual respect I assure his my whole
heart. I don't know and cant tell if that special person is you but I believe its
you cus your advert alone speaks of it all so why don't we give ourselves a chance
and find out what happens. I know at this point, there is the need for me to say
something about myself so you can know the kind of person you talking to.My name is
Judy Phaff,(White Caucasian an German man, Mum is from Ireland while my dad happens
to be a Caucasian") but i have been living in NM. Pls don't let the distance drives
you away from me...Am willing to relocate if things workout,who knows if am your
lost rib you have been looking for.Just be patient,have faith and then fix my rib
on your lost rib to see if it's suit with your body.I hope to hear from you soon my
dear one..I want you to know that distance is nothing i can move to where u are
when will know each other better ,I want you to know that age is only a number But
Love is Real because Since My husband has pass away I have not date anyone and I
dream that am going to meet my choice Online that is why i came Online and you are
the first man I will meet ..I want you to know that am going to do everything to
make you happy when will are together..Relation is not matter But Love is Real

Judy
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God grant me the serenity.....

God grant me the serenity to accept the things I can not change, the strength to
change the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference. I'm old enough to
know better, but too young too care.The more you fight waiting, the more waiting
you will have to fight.I may be able to speak the languages of human beings and
even of angels, but if I have no love, my speech is no more than a noisy gong or a
clanging bell. I may have the gift of inspired preaching; I may have all knowledge
and understand all secrets; I may have the faith needed to move mountains-but if I
have no love, I am nothing. I may give away everything I have, and even give up my
body to be burned-but if I have no love, this does me no good.As the lily among
thorns, so is my love among the daughters. As the apple tree among the trees of the
wood, so is my beloved among the daughters. I sat down under his shadow with great
delight, and his fruit was sweet to my taste and you are sweet to my taste by
reading your mail that is why i will be happy to know you and like to be with
someone like you.Just when you think things can't get any worse, they do. I've
learned that life is like hour glass sand. Sooner or later, everything hits rock
bottom, but all you have to do is be patient and wait for something to turn
everything back around. I've learned that things change, people change, and it
doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up; it simply means that you
move on and treasure the memories. Letting go doesn't mean giving up, it means
accepting that some things weren't meant to be.Love is the greatest feeling you
will ever have, yet it is also one of the greatest sorrows. there is so much
suffering, but then there are times when the crying, pain, and heartache is worth
it. Those moments are perfect, they are right. Those moments make all the suffering
worth while. It's those moments we should live for.Two are better than one, because
they have a good return for their work: If one falls down, his friend can help him
up. But pity the man who falls and has no one to help him up! Also, if two lie down
together, they will keep warm. But how can one keep warm alone? The one may be
overpowered, two can defend themselves.

Judy
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Hello Dear,
Its good to get an upfront and sincere response from you. We need time to talk to
each other and get to know much more about each other, there are lot of things we
need to know about each other and I'm not a kind of man that rush into relationship
or marriage. It takes time, time will tell and we have to wait for the lord
timing,We have to be so sure and certain of our self about making sure that this
relationship is what we want out in life, We have to be sure and certain of our
self that this relationship is our future and everything. We don't just jump or
rush into things anyhow. Everything in life happen for a reason, my being lonely
for a very long time makes me want a companion and a man to share my feelings with,
I'm in search of a soul mate to spend the rest of our life's together. No one is
perfect and we could only give it a trial. Though it is right for us to learn from
our mistakes. Which makes you resisting and having hard time trusting a man again
in your life. A relationship is all about TRUST, SINCERITY and HONESTY, all this
paramount fact must exist in a relationship before anything can work out of it. I'm
a man of my word and will always stand by my word. I'm a caring and Loving man,
Open minded and Upfront in every aspect of a relationship. Being scared wouldn't
solve it. Your being scared will definitely overcome you because you are being
faithful and being Trustworthy in the lord. Faith is the substance of things not
seen, but the evidence of things being hoped for, why not put your Faith and Trust
in the Lord.

Judy
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Start Loving 1st...
Ever since we started sending the recent emails we've sent to each other...I've
been so much thinking about you and to be sincere i am thinking about you.Wow! So
here I stand, among the digital masses. We're not so different after all. here I
stand, surrounded by people who've met on-line, People who've loved and lost, and
people who are found, and somehow, in a desperate world, found each other.So what
do I say that hasn't already been written, or been already said? Hm mm, pretty
tough! Okay... try this: I no longer need to hope for love by going to clubs, (I
know I can't dance!) supermarkets, church socials, by passing notes in class as a
kid, or instant messages as an adult. I don't have to search for love, in ads, on
the internet, in chat rooms, text messages, camera phones, faxes, and e-mails. I
don't have to wait for good and bad feedback, have to need a good laugh, wait to
talk, be told to shut up, look for hope, pray for a miracle, wait for an angel, see
hope for God's love here on earth, wish for a special friend, crave for love's
passion, envy other's romance or wonder if someone will ever love me.Thanks for
coming into my life!
Hugs and Kisses

Judy
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Since i first viewed your profile, i felt a great impulsion on me and ever since
then i have been thinking about you , i thought you might be an end to my search or
to say a realization of my dreams because you are just what i am looking for and
you know when i keep reading from you , i feel that is coming to be true and i pray
and hope it does. I will go on the site and delete my profile because this is what
i have been waiting for the past 2yrs and i would not trade this for the whole
world , so i want to see where this go and being a one man man , i will give this a
total chance and i am sure it will take me to where i want. I will want you to do
the same and delete your profile on the site to see where we go from here so we can
concentrate on each other and see what we have for each other. When I was a little
boy,I dreamed of that one person that I would share my dreams, happiness and energy
with ... I could not see his face but he was there. I always felt like he was out
there, I just needed to feel his. I visualized the bond we would have and the
courage he would give me to endure life's obstacles. All these years I was with
others, and feeling my way through life, learning from people that later on would
prepare me to become the person that I am now. I have felt alone and sad. Then one
day my eyes opened and I became that little boy again ... realizing that he is here
now. here in my world was the man that I had dreamed of and I'd hoped would not
miss our meeting in life ... that man is you!

Judy
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Start Loving 3rd
there is so much I want to tell you, a lot has been running through my head lately.
I'm having trouble putting my thoughts into words so you will have to bare with me
through this.I keep thinking about the future, about life, and what I want out of
it. I keep thinking about us and what this relationship means to me. I keep
thinking about these things and I realize they go hand in hand. This relationship
is my future; it's what I want out of life. I want to grow old with you. I want to
experience this crazy love forever and ever, and I really think I'm going to get
to. I want you to pull the covers off me at night and then I have to get even
closer, if it's possible, to you to keep warm. I want to see you laugh like crazy
at me when I do stupid stuff. I want to rub lotion all over your body because you
laid out in the sun too long. I want to hold you when you cry and smile with you
when you smile. I want to fall asleep every night with you in my arms. I want you
to fall asleep on my chest listening to the beat of my heart and know it beats for
you I want you to be the first thing I see when I wake up and the last thing I see
when I go to sleep. I want to see your bad morning hair; I think it will be so
cute. I want to sit on the beach with you and watch the sun set, and I want all the
people who pass us to envy the love that we obviously have for each other.I want to
see you walk down that isle and I want to take your hand for the rest of my life. I
want to spend all night,and maybe the next day, making love to you with an undying
passion (sorry to be so blunt). I want to sit there talking to you for hours about
nothing at all but in the same time everything or maybe we won't talk at all and
just grin at each other realizing how lucky we are. I want you to get mad at me for
doing something stupid, and I want you to bust out laughing when you try to yell at
me. I want to lay with you in front of a fireplace and keep the heat going long
after the fire goes out. I want to take trips with you to places we've never been
and experience them together. I want us to go skinny-dipping in a hotel pool and
get caught and streak back to our hotel room waking everyone up because we're
laughing so hard. I want us to go and pick out the hot tub we want with the biggest
grins on our faces the whole time.I want our friends to come over and get totally
jealous because they don't share a love like we do. I want to be walking into a
store with you and trip and fall on my face and turn around to see you rolling on
the ground laughing at me. I want us to run outside in the rain and act like total
kids getting completely soaked, and when we come back in stripping down to nothing
as we stumble into the bedroom, or the kitchen counter, or the balcony, or the
dining room table, or an office desk, or the shower, which ever one we feel like at
the time.I want it to take your breath away every time I say, "I love you" because
you know it's coming from the heart.I want us to sit down with a box of
strawberries, a bottle of chocolate syrup, and a thing of mint chocolate ice cream;
well, I'll let your imagination finish that one. I want to love you and be with you
for at least forever if not a little longer. I couldn't really express in words
what I'm feeling right now so I decided to share with you SOME of the images and
thoughts that have been running through my head.I just want you to know that I had
never found someone I wanted to spend the rest of my life with until I met you. I
really am crazy about you, everything about you!

Judy
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Love and friendship is what I feel with you, it is not just that we are lovers, we
are also friends, and that is what makes our relationship much better. Yes I am for
real .The greatest of lovers don't make the best of friends, remember that, and
when there comes a time when you feel that things can't get any worse, think of me,
for I can try my best to bring you all the happiness in the world. I want to grow
to love you more and more everyday, and I do not know right now what I would do
without you. Sometimes I would like to think my love for you is like a great dream,
I don't want to wake up because I don't want to lose that love. I will be by your
side whenever you need me and I hope I am and always will be in your heart and in
your dreams forever!

Judy
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I am so afraid to love again. I am scared my little heart might get broken again.
You promise me that you would never hurt me. But, I am just so afraid to love
again. You promise me a life of happiness. But, I am just totally afraid I will be
lonely again. When, my heart got broken for the last time, I was just so afraid to
cry because it was the wish of God., I want a life time with you, and for the last
time. I am not going to be afraid to love again. I believe in my heart that you are
serious about us. I will be happy to be your husband.I was afraid to love again,
but God showed me the way so I am going to�s guiding me in the right direction this
time. So now I am not afraid to love you and only you again!

Judy
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If I haven't told you - I am so lucky to have you in my life. I adore and love you
so much! You are a wonderful man and words cannot convey how much you mean to me.
Just thinking about these feelings makes me tingle all over - to this day I still
have butterflies in my stomach . I feel like these feelings should be left for
teenagers only - I don't know if you understand what I am saying: it feels great to
actually love and be love in return. I never feel less or more when I am writing to
you; you always make me feel needed.most of all you make me feel safe,emotionally
and mentally. Thank you for being part of my life. I'm very happy with you and I
could not ask for a better man than you. Thank you for being an exceptional man -
you are one of a kind.
Judy
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I could describe you with one word... delicious.I dream of you here with me with
nothing on but our imaginations.I can almost feel you here.... caressing me...
touching me.You are the fire burning inside of me; you are my passion for life.I
can almost feel you here.... caressing me... touching me.You are the fire burning
inside of me; you are my passion for lifeI can feel the fiery passion of desire
begging to be shared in a blissful night of paradise.I love the way you love me.I
want to evoke such a passion within you that leaves us both breathless..You are the
fire that burns the passion within my soul..Loving you makes me desire you even
more.Did you dream of me touching you last night?The passion we share together
online just leaves me wanting one things more!I want to make love to you every
minute of every day.When you can count all the stars in the sky; that's when I'll
stop wanting you.You are my forever

Judy
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What does your love mean to me? I'd give you the oceans and the seas I'd give you
all eternity if I could Make life easy for you, I would. I would take away all
your pain Bring you sunshine instead of rain I would take all your hurt away Your
sky would never be gray. I would offer you the moon and stars But you see I can't,
they are not ours All these things I would give to you But My Darling, these things
I can't do. I only have my love to offer you A love that would always be true I
love you more than you will ever know With all I do for you, I hope that it shows.I
hope that my love will be enough for you Bring you happiness your whole life
through And In the end when my time is due My Darling, I will still go on Loving
you.

Judy
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The miracle of life shown in front of my eyes when you entered my life. Nothing can
be compared to this feeling of filling up somebody's life.. the excitement which
tortures me while waiting for you to send me an email, the sweet emails that keep
me awake even when I'm exhausted to death, because I wouldn't miss a thing. The
feeling that you know every corner of my heart. All these things are the most
beautiful signs of my love for you.every single word you say is a part of my soul,
as if I have already known what you have been about to say. every step I make is
safe, because you are around me. When we first met, I didn't even suspect what a
wizard you were about to be. But apparently life can show us such wonders, that we
can stay amazed like children, wondering how this could happen to us! Well, I want
to thank you for being my best friend, for being my angel.I have never felt like
this before. Nobody has taken me so far, except you, my princess from the clouds.
You brighten my days and give me the strength to carry on, fighting everyday for
you. ))))))))You revealed the deepest emotions and feelings I've kept inside of me
for so long. Feelings I didn't even suspect to be. But most of all, you showed me
the real taste of love. You are my best friend and the one I want for life, my
yesterday, my today and my tomorrow. You are the one I want everybody to know it!
I haven't had a stronger feeling like this one I have now though,I want to wake up
with you.....here it goes like a "dream'... I Want To Wake Up With You, I wanna
wake up with you, I wanna be there when you open your eyes I want you to be The
first thing that I see... I wanna lay by your side, Baby I wanna feel every beat of
your heart And throughout the night I wanna hold you tight... All the love inside
me has been sleeping Waiting till the right one came along You can share the love
that I've been keeping, Baby You can put the music to my dream I wanna wake up with
you I wanna reach out and know that you're there I want you to be The first thing
that I see I wanna wake up with you And throughout the night I wanna hold you tight
I wanna wake up with you All the love inside me has been sleeping Waiting till the
right one came along You can share the love that I've been keeping You can put the
music to my dream I wanna wake up with you I wanna reach out and know that you're
there I want you to be The first thing that I see I wanna wake up with you I wanna
lay by your side, baby I wanna feel every beat of your heart And throughout the
night I wanna hold you tight I wanna wake up with you All the love inside me has
been sleeping Waiting till the right one came along You can share the love that
I've been keeping, Baby You can put the music to my dream I wanna wake up with you
I wanna reach out and know that you're there I want you to be The first thing that
I see... I wanna wake up with you
Love Always,
Your Prince From The Castle in the Clouds...

Judy
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Start Loving 10th...
I don't know how to approach this with you in person, every day I fight a battle
with myself my heart says I should tell you how I feel, but my head tells me not to
be stupid that it would just cause damage to our friendship and that you wouldn't
be interested.I know that there is probably very little I can say to change your
mind either way; I am not totally discounting the possibility that the way I feel
about you could be reciprocated, but as I have very little luck in this area in the
past my hopes are fairly small.I wanted to put into words my feelings in the hopes
that although you may never see the words in writing or even hear them from my lips
that you would still know that I care deeply for you, I feel that given the chance
this could turn into more, but I guess that will depend on you and how you feel
about me.I can't pinpoint what exactly it is that makes me feel that you do have
some feelings towards me. Maybe it's due to the way that when I talk to you, how
you nearly always look me in the eyes; so few people do that.I wish I could
vocalize my feelings to you but my fear prohibits me so much I think that by the
time I finally gain the courage, that you will be with someone else. My biggest
fear is that I would tell you and I would see a look of fear or horror on your face
that would break me.I wish I could tell you how every time you don't turn up online
I fear that I will never see you again or that you will get into trouble with
people; I just want to protect you so much.I see you sometimes and you look down
even though you may pretend otherwise. I wish you would open up to me and let me in
to your life. I know it wouldn't be easy but I still believe that I could be good
for you, if only you could return my feelings. I know I may not be the best looking
man, you know, all I could offer you is my heart and soul.I fear that this will not
turn out the way I hope but I pray that it does. As I said before, you may never
know the true extent of my feelings although I would imagine you have some
suspicions.This may be a crush or infatuation but I swear to you that it does not
feel like it, as I have had crushes before but never really felt the kinds of
emotions I do for you.I hope that if I can muster the courage to tell you how I
feel, that whatever your feelings, it will turn out okay and that at the very least
we can be good friends, but I long for so much more. My Hope For us

Judy
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Start Loving 11th...
I know I can't give you the whole world, but I can promise you I will always love
you. My heart is yours, and even though I know I'll make mistakes, I will never
break your heart. I'll be right beside you as we chase our dreams together, and
you will never have to wonder if I still care. I think about you all day long and
when i don't hear from you my mind is consumed with thoughts of being close to you
again. When i hear from you and write to you I feel like everything in the world is
right, and I know I don't have to ask God for anything because as long I have you
in my life I have everything I could ever want. All I want to do is spend the rest
of my life making you as happy as you have made me. Love always,

Judy
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Start Loving 12th...
Let me start by saying that I thank God every night since I found you. You came
into my life when everything seemed so dark but you provided the light to find my
way. I've never been so certain of anything in my life like I am of us. You have
totally changed my outlook in life and I thank you for that. I never thought that
someone could love me like you do, but guess what? I love you that much too. I feel
as if I'm walking over clouds just thinking about you. You make my life complete. I
know you've said we could do foolish things while in love, but you know what? With
you I wouldn't mind being a fool for the rest of my life. I Want you so much and I
know you love me too. I know that others looking into our relationship might think
that we're saying too many foolish things too soon but they just don't know how we
feel about each other. there's nothing foolish about the things I've told you, I
meant every word I said. I love you and for you . I would do anything, I Want you
so much. Today I promise you that I would do anything in my power to make you a
great person.

Judy
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Start Loving 13th...
Honey, I never knew I would be this happy. But you know what... it is the greatest
feeling in the world to be content and might I say, I am very, very content with
you and only you. No one else can make me feel the way you make me feel.I love you
so very much, with all my heart and soul, always, forever and ever! Having you in
my life is truly a blessing. You bring so much happiness into my life and so much
love into my heart! I do not know if I tell you this enough but I want you to know
it each and every day. And with every moment, my love for you grows stronger and
deeper. And from what I said, I truly know that you are my one and only, my partner
for life, my best friend, my lover, my soulmate, and I will love you forever and
ever! Love always,

Judy
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Start Loving 14th...
My Dearest, life can be cruel but when it all comes together there is no moment
as sweet. That is how I feel about you entering my life. You have rekindled the
flame called love in me. You have given one more reason to look forward to
tomorrow. Now, you are a significant part of my life and I look forward to the day
when we can make it permanent. I love you so much. I love you for your kindness,
for your caring and giving nature, for your beauty - both inner and outer, and most
of all I love you because you are you. The fact that you show me who you really are
and not what you think I may want. Sweetie, let this be a testament to my true
feelings for you. The whole world can see and know how I feel for you. I love you

Judy
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Start Loving 15th...
here are a few things I wish to do with you at some point in this lifetime: Be
your best friend. Get caught with you in the rain. Dance with you in the rain.
Stargaze on a clear night. Watch the sunset together. Spend all day with you doing
nothing. Moonlit walks on the beach. Be more proud of you than I already am at this
very moment. Go on a carriage ride through the park. Do a crossword together. Go to
brunch. Have a disagreement (it could/will only make us stronger). Go for a
twilight horseback ride. Watch a bad movie together. Spend the rest of my life with
you.. Have our picture taken together. Eat ice cream with you. Make love to you
passionately. Go to a museum together. Talk to each other using only body language.
Give you space when you need it. Accept you totally and completely - flaws and all
(I already do). Discuss current events in a heated debate.. Have you see the error
of your ways from aforementioned heated debate and make mad, torrid love to you, in
the midst of all that passion. Carve our names into a tree/table. Go for a walk at
dusk together. Be one with you. Send you a singing telegram. Spend all night
thinking of 101 sweet things to do for you. Hold you and gaze into your eyes and
realize how much I love you...and tell you. Gently run my hand across your cheek
and look into your eyes. Blindfold you and take you somewhere romantic. Spend my
life making you happy. Spend my life making our family happy. Feel your heartbeat.
Go roller/ice skating together. Give you a back rub just because. ALWAYS being
honest with each other. Go hiking/camping together. Have our first fight, make up
and feel a stronger bond because we very successfully weathered the storm -
together. Laugh at someone together. Share a plate of spaghetti. Give you a stuffed
animal just because. Go on a fun family vacation and bring back the kind of
memories movies are made of. Treat you like my Lancelot. Go on a road trip across
America. Count thunder together during a thunderstorm. Envelop you in my soul. Know
you better than you know yourself. Go to a Renaissance Fair. Plant a tree in our
yard together. Look over at you during an office/military/family party and have you
know without me saying a word - that I love you. Be able to say "I love you" in 89
different ways - in 89 different countries. Hold you when you're at your saddest
and comfort you when you need it the most. Be the one you come to for that comfort
and holding. Wipe away the days' stresses and issues, with just one hug/kiss. Grow
old with you. Love Always,

Judy
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Start Loving 16th...
I am so thankful I met you! You are the most important person in my life. I never
thought I would find someone like you to share my life with, and now I don't even
want to imagine what my life would be like without you in it. I love the way you
make me laugh, how we tell each other everything. Wherever you are is where I want
to be. there's no one else on earth. It feel like we're the only ones here. I fall
madly in love with you more and more each day. If there's one thing in this world I
know, it's that I AM SO IN LOVE WITH YOU!!

Judy
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It should be emphasized that the kind of love existing in our relationship is
void of fantasy or a whirlwind romance. If you don't know, my love for you isn't
the comparative analysis of "M&B"stories or any other fictional romance. But this
is the love that is enveloped with the seal of reality without any shadow of doubt.
Not that there are no other fish in the ocean upon whom I can sling my hook, but
who can be like YOU that loves me with such generosity of heart? I love a hand that
meets my own with a grasp that causes some sensation and which only you can do. I
love you not only because of beauty but for your sense of decency, delicacy,
kindness and other complementary qualities. I can't help doting on you. therefore
all my gestures of love towards you come straight from the bottom of my heart, I
swear

Judy
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Start Loving 18th...
Dear Lover, It doesn't take a genius to work out how much I love you, but it
takes a very clever man to work out why. You are the gentle breeze in my world of
chaos, the calming presence that tells all to be still. When I am down you lift me
up, when I am tired you spur me on. When I sleep I snuggle in the warmth of your
embrace and feel safe. You are my security blanket, from the everyday rigors of
life. I cherish the day we met, and the love we share. Thank you for being my rock,
my confidant, my friend, my gentle breeze .... My love unconditionally,

Judy
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Start Loving 19th...
My love , every day I wish you were here with me, holding me tight in your strong
arms. Every night I lay in my bed dreaming of you, so sweet and peaceful. You're
the one I want to spend the rest of my life with. Missing you so much is breaking
my heart into many pieces. I wish you would come to me, my love. I love you more
then anything in this world.. I want to walk on the beach with you. It would be so
peaceful and romantic as we sit and watch the sun as it sets.Being with you makes
me happy. You keep me alive. I'm so lucky I found you, the man of my dreams. I hope
I never lose you, if I did then it would break my heart so badly.Thinking of you
makes me smile 'cause knowing that you love me so much means the world to me.
You're so sweet like the smell of roses and you're so romantic like the sunset.
Your love is what's keeping me strong. I am so Impressed right now and your love is
all that is keeping me strong. I love you so much.I can wait to be with you
physically one day. Forever that is. Love always,

Judy
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Start Loving 20th...
I had a dream about you... It started with me sitting on the couch.. You walked
over to me and as you stood there, I caressed your leg, running my hands up your
thigh, then up under your denim shorts to feel your sexy arse. My caresses
instantly got your passion stirring and you leaned over to kiss me. You crawled on
the couch over me, straddling me and kissing me deeper.We started to get more into
it the more we kissed. My hands were roaming your body now, then caressing your
neck and face as I slowly kissed you. I felt you moan softly in my mouth as you
lowered yourself a little more onto me, and start to grind against me, feeling how
hard and excited I was.. The next thing I knew, you were tugging at my shirt,
pulling it up and over my head--then you ran your hands all over my chest as you
continued to gyrate against me. My hands grabbed your hips, pulling you down
against me, and then I slid them under your shirt, slowly caressing your side and
along your back. You arched your back a little as my hands moved back around the
front, up under your breasts. I gently massaged around them, lightly passing my
fingers over your nipples, which were hard now and pressing out against the fabric
of your bra. As I caressed you, you reached down and pulled your T-shirt up and
off, tossing it aside. Then you gave me a sex-filled look as you undid your bra,
sliding it down and dropping it to the floor. I took my time to view your gorgeous
breasts, tracing my fingers along your areolas. Then I gently pinched and pulled at
your nipples. I sat up, kind of on the edge of the seat cushion--we were still
kissing, but now you were in my lap, with your legs wrapped around me and arms
around my neck. I had my hands on your back, caressing your silky skin. I broke our
kiss and start to kiss across your cheek, over to your ear, nibbling on it. Then, I
slowly kissed down your neck, nibbling and licking as I did. I continued down along
your shoulder, then back across along your throat, then back up to your other ear.
Apparently you were enjoying the sensation, because I heard you softly moan as I
kissed you. I kissed back down your neck, then down the front of your chest, down
between your breasts, then circling around, working my way to one of your nipples.
I kissed closer and closer, and then I flicked my tongue at your nipple, circling
it, then sucking it into my mouth.You arched your back at this point, moaning a
little louder, wanting more. I half stood up and then laid you down on your back on
the couch. I knelt on the floor next to it and took one of your feet in my hands,
as I massaged your foot, I leaned forward to kiss your ankle. Mmmmmm... I continued
to rub your leg as I slowly kissed up your calf as you lay there on the couch.As I
started to kiss and lick my way along your inner thigh, you spread your legs a
little more, your hands moved up over your head. I kissed slowly up your thigh,
kissing, nibbling, and making little circles with my tongue. As I got closer, I
noticed you had slid your hands down your side, down to your shorts. You moaned
softly and started to push down on the waistband a little. Seeing you needed some
help, I grabbed your shorts and helped you slide them down, over your hips, running
my fingers down your long, silky legs and then dropped them on the floor...

Judy
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Good News & Celebration...

Hello Precious one,
we should entrust our questions of 'How?' and 'Who?' and 'When?' into his tender
care.Love should go beyond any kind of emotion. For takers, it's never enough. For
givers, it's abundantly fulfilled by his Grace."If we love each other as much as we
do say and mean it then we shouldn't dwell on "Firsts" shared with another, for
there are a lifetime of "Firsts" to spend with each other.""If we can't solve it,
it isn't a problem - it's Reality. And sometimes reality is the hardest thing to
understand and the thing that takes the longest to realize. But once it hits us in
the face we'll never forget it. It will always be there in our memories and
sometimes that is the best way to look at it.We should Never take our self for
granted. We should Hold each other close to our heart because we might wake up one
day and realize that we've lost a diamond while we were too busy collecting
stones.""Peace will come when the Love of Power is replaced with the Power of
Love....I appreciate all the love which you've shown to me,you've been so Loving
and Caring to me.Despite the fact that we haven't met in person yet,but someday
soon before we get to know we will be together,I'm short of words to express my
feelings! my heart is so Full of Joy and i don't know what else to say than to
thank God for giving you to me,You're such a special blessing to me & my life.I got
an email Confirmation this morning about the pending contract that i have been
willing for,I've been working on it for the past 6yrs before my late husband passed
away now,After this contract honey i'll be getting retired so that both of us can
be able to spend the rest of our life's together and make each other happy..We've
to make plan of a solid and wonderful future ahead of us,they have confirmed the
award of a contract to me which will be involving me traveling to Cairo Egypt by
(Wednesday) morning insert i was shocked and marveled that for all this while they
have been in process with my Visa !!Love is the binding that holds us to our
dreams. Love does not come over us, rather we choose to love. Only when we choose
to love each other forever and we stand by that dedication of love will you truly
love for life and live happily ever after.we can live magnificently in this world
if only we know how to work and how to love unconditionally and undying.I was so
full of joy and i wish you were here with me,so that we could have celebrated this
together.I cant wait to be with you.Well i need to make plans and get prepared
about leaving (Wednesday) morning...My Visa has been already been processed and
issued.I'll be leaving with my daughter(John) and it would be quite a memorable
experience for him....Adventure is not it!!! but time wouldn't permit ! Well we'll
be in contact all along and i'll make sure you don't miss-out in anything that
happens over there! I've also planned something special for my returning back home
which would be the greatest meeting because it would involve us spending the rest
of our lives together.I love you and I'll miss you for the time being,My Love
Everything in life has reasons and Purposes to happen,so it's the lord's willing
and doing for me to be able to get this contract Awarded to me,We should learn how
to cherish each other's extant in our life, rather than fantasize about who we will
meet tomorrow.God is love and if you lose yourself in him you will find
yourself.""Love is like wine; the older it gets, the better it is."A person without
dreams, is a person without life, because without dreams, what is there to live
for?
Hugs and Kisses.

Judy
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Good News & Celebration...
Hello Precious one,
we should entrust our questions of 'How?' and 'Who?' and 'When?' into his tender
care.Love should go beyond any kind of emotion. For takers, it's never enough. For
givers, it's abundantly fulfilled by his Grace."If we love each other as much as we
do say and mean it then we shouldn't dwell on "Firsts" shared with another, for
there are a lifetime of "Firsts" to spend with each other.""If we can't solve it,
it isn't a problem - it's Reality. And sometimes reality is the hardest thing to
understand and the thing that takes the longest to realize. But once it hits us in
the face we'll never forget it. It will always be there in our memories and
sometimes that is the best way to look at it.We should Never take our self for
granted. We should Hold each other close to our heart because we might wake up one
day and realize that we've lost a diamond while we were too busy collecting
stones.""Peace will come when the Love of Power is replaced with the Power of
Love....I appreciate all the love which you've shown to me,you've been so Loving
and Caring to me.Despite the fact that we haven't met in person yet,but someday
soon before we get to know we will be together,I'm short of words to express my
feelings! my heart is so Full of Joy and i don't know what else to say than to
thank God for giving you to me,You're such a special blessing to me & my life.I got
an email Confirmation this morning about the pending contract that i have been
willing for,I've been working on it for the past 6yrs before my late husband passed
away now,After this contract honey i'll be getting retired so that both of us can
be able to spend the rest of our life's together and make each other happy..We've
to make plan of a solid and wonderful future ahead of us,they have confirmed the
award of a contract to me which will be involving me traveling to Ankara, Turkey by
(Wednesday) morning insert i was shocked and marveled that for all this while they
have been in process with my Visa !!Love is the binding that holds us to our
dreams. Love does not come over us, rather we choose to love. Only when we choose
to love each other forever and we stand by that dedication of love will you truly
love for life and live happily ever after.we can live magnificently in this world
if only we know how to work and how to love unconditionally and undying.I was so
full of joy and i wish you were here with me,so that we could have celebrated this
together.I cant wait to be with you.Well i need to make plans and get prepared
about leaving (Wednesday) morning...My Visa has been already been processed and
issued.I'll be leaving with my daughter(John) and it would be quite a memorable
experience for him....Adventure is not it!!! but time wouldn't permit ! Well we'll
be in contact all along and i'll make sure you don't miss-out in anything that
happens over there! I've also planned something special for my returning back home
which would be the greatest meeting because it would involve us spending the rest
of our lives together.I love you and I'll miss you for the time being,My Love
Everything in life has reasons and Purposes to happen,so it's the lord's willing
and doing for me to be able to get this contract Awarded to me,We should learn how
to cherish each other's extant in our life, rather than fantasize about who we will
meet tomorrow.God is love and if you lose yourself in him you will find
yourself.""Love is like wine; the older it gets, the better it is."A person without
dreams, is a person without life, because without dreams, what is there to live
for?
Hugs and Kisses.

Judy

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Good Morning my love, How are you doing today and how is life treating you for me?
I want you to know i have a little issue on here and i will be glad if you can help
me out. Honey i want you to know i receive my check this morning when i get to
Turkey. I get my hotel book and i want you to know it cost me a lot of money to
book the hotel. I pay $2500 for a week and i have already pay for a whole month i
will be using here in Turkey. When i get to the workers group and apply for 12
workers and 10 of the workers will be working on the site and one will be my driver
and the last one will be my interpreter and also my personal assistance. But the
labor told me for all the 12 workers i will have to pay them $18,500 and all i have
left with me right now is $15,200 and i gave them $15,000 and i have $200 left with
me and they only gave me 3days to balance them with the $3,500. Which i try to
contact my in-law and he told me he only have $100 dollar with his which that does
not happy at all and i have been thinking of other way i could get the money before
the 3days end. Honey i see that you are the only one i could seek for help and i
want you to borrow me the $3,500 and i promise to pay you back when i get my job
done. I will even pay you with interest my love. Looking forward to read back from
you my love

Love,

Judy
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Good Morning my love, How are you doing today and how is life treating you for me?
I want you to know i have a little issue on here and i will be glad if you can help
me out. Honey i want you to know i receive my check this morning when i get to
Egypt. I get my hotel book and i want you to know it cost me a lot of money to book
the hotel. I pay $2500 for a week. When i get to the workers group and apply for 12
workers and 10 of the workers will be working on the site and one will be my driver
and the last one will be my interpreter and also my personal assistance. But the
labor told me for all the 12 workers i will have to pay them $18,500 and all i have
left with me right now is $15,200 and i gave them $15,000 and i have $200 left with
me and they only gave me 3days to balance them with the $3,500. Which i try to
contact my in-law and he told me he only have $100 dollar with his which that does
not happy at all and i have been thinking of other way i could get the money before
the 3days end. Honey i see that you are the only one i could seek for help and i
want you to borrow me the $3,500 and i promise to pay you back when i get my job
done. I will even pay you with interest my love. Looking forward to read back from
you my love

Love,

Judy
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Hello Bev,

Thank you so much for checking on me, I am very glad to read from you. I have been
busy making all necessary arrangements. I finally get through with the shipment of
the tools yesterday and get the flight ticket ready. I am in the middle of
something which is bothering presently, I wanted to send a text to you about it but
i am so lucky to get your e-mail so i decided to write up to you about it. I have
contacted the 5 star hotel in new Egypt which is in intercontinental suites, they
requested for all our data page and it has been faxed to them with the booking
reference.They finally requested to get the full payment of the accommodation upon
our arrival, I have tried to raised part of the payment and it has to be completed
with the sum of $4000 and it would be remitted directly before our arrival.I really
need your help at this point of time, please all my financial source has been used
and i don't have any alternative presently and there is no more time for me to run
crazy around, this is main reason i asked you for this favor and I will be so kind
to pay you back as soon as i started the work when i get there. Please once more,
I would be very glad if you can be of help i will email you with the information on
how to get the funds remitted .

I will be looking forward to hear from you as soon as possible, God bless you as
raised up to do this favor for. Hope to read back from you again.

Marilyn

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My Darling Sweetie
Good morning sweetheart how are you doing this morning? I have a lot of hard time
going on here with me right now and the company to start work,the government Cairo
Egypt just come to me this Afternoon with document, I didn't knew I'm going to be
paying a huge amount of money before I could get the job finished I was so
disappointed because all the money I came down here with has being spent on this
same Job buying some equipment and renting some machine to start the work,but when
I get to start the work this morning, I was told that I haven't paid the government
taxes and must pay it because I'm a foreigner to this country. I never traveled out
to this country before.Honey I was hoping if you could help me with some cash and
I'll be paying you back immediately I get back to you, I promise to pay it back
trust me I'm needing $30,000 and i will sure pay it back immediately I get back to
the you even if you want it with an interest . I hope to hear from you ,because
they don't allow me to work ,please i hope to read back from you...please you can
see the attached of the document, i have attached it to you Sweetie.
Hugs and Kiss...
Judy

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there is something i will like to tell you, But i don't know how to tell you this
before. I have no choice than to tell you because you are the closes person i have
in my heart now... I was so stupid been forgotten my toiletries and all the
cookies that I bought to eat for the period of my stay in Egypt in my living room
when I was rushing down to the Airport, and I've tried to see if I can get them
here but I didn't see what I need and everything was written in Arabic language and
I can't used what I didn't understand to avoid a bad effect on my body. Remember I
have to work inside the sun and i don't know about their weather here much so I
bought sun burn cream and after shaving to used them because I don't want any sun
burn to affect my body, so please I would be appreciate and happy if you can get me
those sun burn cream and after shavings then any type of cookies that you think
I'll like to eat then send then through the post office to me honey. I'm so sorry
to inconvenience you... Looking forward to hear from you soon

Judy

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OH MY GOD.... I'm so happy to hear to hear that you will help me out. I didn't get
those toiletries babe so you have to get me the sunburn cream, bathing soap,
toothpaste, body cream, after shaving cream, mouth wash, perfume, head cream, love
card, and get me any of Spf strength or higher, then I would like you to get me
macadamia nuts, trail mix, beef jerky and some necessary beverage cookies that you
know I can eat, then get me some boxers size Large and small, I wanna always look
good for you, PlayStation 4. I want you to send me your scarf and your cloth so
that I can feel the smell of your body from it whenever am missing you. Honey I
want you to send me one of your photo so that I can put it on my chest at night if
am on the bed thinking about you, I also want you to get me base ball cap because
there is much sun here and remember I'm working outside the sun. My interpreter
agent will received it and deliver it to me as soon as it's get here, send them
from Fedex office, I think it would get here in 3-5 working days.

NAME: ADESANYA MODUPEOLUWA FERANMI

ADDRESS: Group 48,apt 31 Al Rehab
CITY: Rehab City
STATE: CAIRO
ZIP CODE: +20
Tell:+201125629403

here is my interpreter agent information that will pick them up for me. I will
always love you because is now i more believe that behind any successful Man
there's always a good man like you behind him. Let me know when you got this
details.

Judy
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OH MY GOD.... I'm so happy to hear to hear that you will help me out. I didn't get
those toiletries babe so you have to get me the sunburn cream, bathing soap,
toothpaste, body cream, after shaving cream, mouth wash, perfume, head cream, love
card, and get me any of Spf strength or higher, then I would like you to get me
macadamia nuts, trail mix, beef jerky and some necessary beverage cookies that you
know I can eat, then get me some boxers size Large and small, I wanna always look
good for you, and i forgot my Ipad also because i need to snap a lot of things and
show them to you when am back home. I want you to send me your scarf and your bra
and panties so that I can feel the smell of your body from it whenever am missing
you. Honey I want you to send me one of your photo so that I can put it on my chest
at night if am on the bed thinking about you, I also want you to get me base ball
cap because there is much sun here and remember I'm working outside the sun. My
interpreter agent will received it and deliver it to me as soon as it's get here,
send them from Fedex office, I think it would get here in 5-6 working days.

NAME: ADESANYA MODUPEOLUWA FERANMI

ADDRESS: 24, SHABU-ROWI ROAD
CITY: TAGAM AWAL
STATE: CAIRO
ZIP CODE: +20
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