Flower of Happiness Kimetsu
Flower of Happiness Kimetsu
“A celebration?” he asked.
“Yes,” Hisa said, and her eyes, already narrow as threads, narrowed even
further with her broad smile. “Happily, one of the village’s girls is to wed.”
A family crest adorned with a wisteria flower was proof that the household
would spare no effort in the service of the Demon Slayer Corps, all free of
charge. Members of such families never forgot their debt to members of this
corps for saving them, and so they repaid them for their services. Thus, Demon
Slayers injured in the line of duty sought out families with the wisteria crest.
Hisa’s was just one such home.
That day marked ten days since Tanjiro, Zenitsu, Inosuke, and Nezuko had
arrived at the house to rest and heal after a difficult fight. The demon Nezuko
slept in a box of Kirikumo Cedar during the day, and the people of the
household generally only had contact with the three boys. Thanks to meals
bursting with all the mountain’s bounty, fluffy futons, soft kimono, and
heartfelt hospitality, the three of them and their broken ribs were recovering
quite happily.
“She’ll be leaving us for the home of a prominent man in the town closest to
our village,” Hisa told them.
“That is definitely worth a celebration. Congratulations to her,” Tanjiro said
from the bottom of his heart.
Hisa grinned and continued. “If you don’t mind, I’d love it if you Demon
Slayers were to celebrate with us.”
“What? Us?”
“Of course,” Hisa said. “That is, if you’re well enough to join us. I’d hate for
you to try to do too much too soon.”
“No, no, we’re all fine now.” Tanjiro hesitated. “But are you really sure it’s all
right for us to go?”
Hisa nodded, a cloud of white hair bobbing on her head. According to her,
there was to be an informal celebration with friends and family in the village
that evening, and then the bride would make her formal departure the
following afternoon. She would head to the neighboring town, where there
would be a big ceremony at her new husband’s house.
Any girl on the eve of her marriage was even lovelier than usual, her features
full of hope, and this unusually good match had the villagers all the more
excited.
“Everyone would be delighted if the Demon Slayers celebrated this joy with
us,” Hisa said.
“In that case, we happily accept.” Tanjiro looked over his shoulder. “Right,
Zenitsu? Inosuke?”
“Yeah, su—I mean, of course,” Zenitsu responded, rubbing his hands
together. “Unlike a demon hunt, there’s absolutely nothing scary about a
celebration like this. We’ll get to eat delicious food and have a look at the
beautiful young bride, so it’s two birds with one stone. Er, but no matter how
cute she is, she’ll never be a match for Nezuko, you know? No, I know that. At
any rate, I’m quite devoted to Nezuko. Please don’t make any mistake about
that.”
“What’s a celebration?” Inosuke, on the other hand, headbutted Tanjiro’s side
as he chomped away on the manju bun he held in both hands.
Ow …
Tanjiro frowned.
It was disturbing. Or rather, Zenitsu was disturbing.
This kind of thing was now—or rather, had become over the last few days—a
thoroughly established ritual. The second Zenitsu found out that Nezuko was
Tanjiro’s little sister, his attitude had become excessively ingratiating.
With Inosuke, it was the headbutt. He likely just wanted to interact with
people in his own special way, but he whipped out this headbutt whenever and
wherever he got the chance. Honestly, it exhausted Tanjiro. His ribs would
never heal with this going on.
And it was disturbing. Zenitsu was disturbing.
“Why do you say such creepy things, Zenitsu? Quit speaking so rudely of the
bride. And you, Inosuke. This celebration is to honor the couple getting married.
Ow! Inosuke, behave. Stop headbutting me.”
He complained to his friends, gently, and turned back to Hisa, bowing before
her.
“We would be delighted to join the celebration. Thank you so much.”
“Well then, I am also delighted.” The elderly woman lowered her head so far
that her forehead nearly touched the tatami mat covering the floor. “Tonight,
let us feast at the house.”
A broad smile spread across her face.
“I expect that you young people would prefer meat, of course. Unfortunately,
we poor villagers are not so familiar with such fashionable dishes.”
“No, you’ve done so much for us already!” Tanjiro hurriedly waved his hands
in protest and received an abrupt shove.
“That!” Inosuke shouted. “The thing you always make! Make that, lady! It’s
gotta be that!”
“Come on! Inosuke!” Tanjiro chided him.
“All you’re saying is ‘that.’ You have to actually say what it is,” Zenitsu
snapped.
However, Hisa nodded in understanding. “You wish to have that, then.
Tempura, yes? With the little coat?”
“Yaah!”
“Yes, yes,” she reassured him. “We’ll fry up a great deal of that. Do you have
enough tea cakes?”
“No!” Inosuke barked. “So go and bring the thing! Got it? That thing!”
“Yes, yes. Mochi chips, hm? I’ll bring some right away,” Hisa responded.
Unperturbed, she left the room.
It probably also had to do with her age, but Hisa’s manner and bearing were
very quiet. She made almost no noise. Once again, she slid the fusama door
shut without a sound.
“Amazing that she even understood all the ‘that.’ He basically didn’t say
anything else.” Zenitsu turned half-admiring, half-exasperated eyes toward the
door Hisa had disappeared through.
“True,” Tanjiro agreed.
Inosuke himself was intent on eating his manju and not paying attention to a
word either of them said.
He had made a real fuss at the beginning of their stay. “Ain’t no way! Wearing
kimono, living inside a house, that’s straight-up torture! Not a chance! Who do
you think I am?! I’m the king of the mountain!!” But now, although his torso
was still as naked as always, Inosuke appeared to have gotten quite
comfortable with life indoors. At the very least, he didn’t seem to think it was
torture anymore.
From the moment they had first arrived on her doorstep, Hisa hadn’t been
afraid of Inosuke. The old woman had taken painstaking care of him, seeing to
his every need as if he were her own grandson. The ostentatious boar’s head
never seemed to frighten her, and she paid no mind to any of the many strange
things he did.
Thinking about this, Tanjiro was filled with a warm feeling. I’m so lucky, he
thought.
He felt like he and his fellow Demon Slayers had grown closer over these past
ten days, despite Zenitsu’s weird fawning and Inosuke’s constant and
unpredictable headbutts. Perhaps it was because they had bathed and eaten
the same meals together, or that they’d shared the same clean sleeping space,
warm bathroom, and Hisa’s heartfelt welcome.
Above all else, neither of them shunned Nezuko for being a demon. They
welcomed her into their group just as she was. He couldn’t begin to express
how happy that made him.
“Hey! How can you just sit there and eat all the manju?!” Zenitsu cried,
interrupting Tanjiro’s fond contemplation. “Some of those are for me and
Tanjiro, you know?! You stupid pig!”
“Shut up, Buttnitsu!” Inosuke barked. “You snooze, you lose!”
“It’s Zenitsu! Who is Buttnitsu?!”
“Shut it, brat! This is my turf!”
“Ohh. I see. I’m so sorry. It’s just, wait, what turf—gaaaah!”
“Crybaby! You’ll never get the jump on me! Grah ha ha ha ha ha!”
Inosuke punched Zenitsu in the face, and the yellow-haired boy writhed on
the tatami. Inosuke’s throaty, bestial laughter filled the room.
Tanjiro let out a sigh. “Inosuke. You can’t go punching Zenitsu.”
Zenitsu got a proper jab in at Inosuke, and the boar-headed boy pummeled
him mercilessly in return. Reluctant, Tanjiro stepped between them.
This, too, was becoming an established ritual.
“Wee hee hee … What? Really? Why, you … Wee hee hee! Fwoo fwoo … Huh?
Hee hee hee hee … Oh, Nezuko, you … Ngh ngh …”
That evening, Zenitsu was in the middle of an extremely good dream when
someone fiercely shook his shoulders where they poked out from under his
blankets.
“Nooo … Go away … Aah, I’m at a really good part right now … Don’t bother
me, Inosuke … Ngh … Wee hee hee … That’s not true … Mwah mwah … Nezuko,
you are so cute … Snrr hee hee.” He rolled over to try and escape the annoying
hands on his shoulders.
The person trying to wake him remained silent but undettered.
Now something whapped him on the forehead, and his brow creased as he
slept.
“Mmm … What? Now it’s Tanjiro? I’m talking about love with Nezuko, so hang
back a bit … Fwoo fwoo … Right, Nezuko …”
Whap, whap, whap.
“Ever since we first met, Nezuko, I’ve been … Hee hee! Wee hee hee … No, it’s
true … Snrr … Right? We’re destined to be together … Snrr snrr …”
Whap, whap, whap, whap, whap, whap, whap, whap!
“Gah! Come on! I said, shut up! What’s with the whap-whap-whapping! Huh?
What, exactly?! You’re being mean! Why do you both hate me?” Zenitsu
snapped, finally opening his eyes at the persistent slapping.
However, the person peering at him in the darkness was not Inosuke nor
Tanjiro, but Nezuko, who was out of her box for some reason. The moment he
saw her, his anger vanished without a trace.
“N-N-Nezuko? W-w-w-what’s the matter? I mean, it’s the dead of night.”
Zenitsu literally leaped up from his futon, flustered, his face as red as a lobster.
“Wait. Did you actually come to see me?! No, of course that’s not it. Ah, ah ha
ha … Oh! Is Inosuke’s snoring too loud maybe? Ha ha ha! He really is something
else, huh?”
Nezuko shook her head firmly, and her glossy black hair swung back and
forth.
“Huh? Th-that’s not it? Wait. Me? Is it me? Was I snoring?! Or maybe I was
grinding my teeth?! I’m so sorry!” Zenitsu flailed his hands pointlessly, rushing
to apologize.
Nezuko shook her head once more as she indicated the futon next to him
with an impatient “Mmf.”
Here, the unnatural movement of Zenitsu’s hands stopped. “Huh? What? Is
something wrong with Tanjiro?”
Zenitsu peered at Tanjiro’s futon, and his eyebrows jumped up as he shrieked
in surprise. The futon where Tanjiro should have been sleeping was empty.
Inosuke, meanwhile, was snoring on the futon on the opposite side, dead
asleep.
Nezuko looked around anxiously. Zenitsu suddenly understood. She was
looking for Tanjiro.
Most likely, Nezuko had climbed out of her box after night fell, realized her
brother was nowhere to be found, and shaken Zenitsu awake.
Aah, dear, sweet Nezuko. You’re too cute. You really do love your big brother.
I’m so jealous, Tanjiro. But she came to me for help and not Inosuke. Aah, dear,
sweet Nezuko, I love you.
Zenitsu’s heart tightened in his chest.
“I’m sure he just went to the washroom,” he said reassuringly, with a
flirtatious look. “He’ll probably be back soon.”
“Mmf! Mmmf!” Nezuko shook her head fiercely, like she was angry. “Mmf!”
Sensing that something was out of the ordinary with her, Zenitsu flipped back
Tanjiro’s blanket and touched his futon.
“Huh?”
It was cold. The icy chill drained the red from Zenitsu’s face. The total lack of
warmth made it very hard to believe that someone had been sleeping there
until recently.
When Zenitsu searched the room, he found that Tanjiro’s corps uniform and
his Nichirin sword were gone. In their place, the kimono he’d been wearing was
set out, folded neatly.
“So he went somewhere? Tanjiro?!” Zenitsu was worried now. He yanked
open the sliding door that led to the garden. It was dark outside, which made
the stars shine all the more beautifully.
“Right,” he said. “Today’s the new moon.”
The events of the afternoon suddenly came flooding back to him.
The way Tanjiro had sounded different from normal after seeing the young
bride. The legend of the vine lantern, the flower that brings marriage to one’s
true love and all the happiness in the world. Tanjiro’s heart skipping a beat the
moment Nezuko’s name came up. The wooden box shaking on his back as
Tanjiro went after the two girls.
Zenitsu looked back at Nezuko. “He couldn’t have.”
The girl who Tanjiro loved more than anything in this world—certainly more
than his own self—scowled and clutched her brother’s futon.
When Tanjiro’s family had been taken from him in a single night, how relieved
he had been to find that at least Nezuko was still breathing! How happy he had
been, how that fact had kept him going. Maybe Nezuko had become a demon
so that she could live on and keep her cowardly older brother from being all
alone … When this thought occurred to him, he felt such love and compassion
for his sister, he nearly burst into tears.
Nezuko, so extraordinarily patient ever since she was little. So kind I almost
want to cry. I swear I won’t let anyone take anything from you ever again. I’ll
never let anyone hurt you.
Your big brother is going to make you happy. All the happiness I couldn’t bring
to the others, I’ll give to you.
“It’s, uh, too bad about yesterday, huh?” Zenitsu said timidly to Tanjiro the
next morning. Tanjiro was absently lying in the yard and bathing in the sun.
In the center of the yard, Inosuke was racing around, shouting, “Boar super
charge!”
Next to Tanjiro was the wooden box that held Nezuko.
The flower that Tanjiro had picked the night before turned out to be not a
vine lantern, but a boar winterberry. Because the petals were terribly sweet,
animals generally devoured them. For some reason, boars wouldn’t touch
them, and because of that, they bloomed quite often near boar dens.
In other words, the boar the previous night hadn’t read Tanjiro’s mind, but
had simply invited him back to its den as thanks for saving its life and treating
its wound.
This flower didn’t only bloom on the night of the new moon, apparently. It
also bloomed the night of the full moon and in the morning and afternoon, as
one would expect from a flower.
“It’s because I was saying all that stuff about making girls happy and that
maybe the flower actually existed, huh? I feel kind of bad.” Zenitsu hung his
head.
“No, I decided to do this myself. It’s not your fault at all.” Tanjiro shook his
head with a smile. “Yesterday, you said that I sounded weird, right?”
“Huh? O-oh, yeah, I did. And?”
“I didn’t really get it myself at the time, but when I saw Toyo looking so
happy, this beautiful bride, I thought how miserable Nezuko must be not being
able to bathe in sunlight.”
And then there was him, not being able to dress her in beautiful kimono. Not
being able to let her live in the light of the sun. Dragging her into bloody battle,
hurting her, not being able to give her a single one of the joys of a girl her age.
He’d felt so bad about all of it, he could hardly stand it. He hadn’t known what
to do.
“But Nezuko …”
Zenitsu looked back at him in silence.
Nezuko was not a girl to be pitied and assumed unhappy. Just like she had
when she was a person, she was trying to live and be present in the moment.
Nezuko was the one who would decide what happiness looked like to her.
Maybe that meant marrying someone she loved and running away together. Or
maybe not.
Either way, it definitely wasn’t something he could push on her as her older
brother. And yet he had jumped to the conclusion that his little sister’s “now”
was unhappy and pitiable, and tried to push his “happiness” on her.
“I need to defeat Muzan Kibutsuji and make Nezuko human again as soon as
possible,” Tanjiro announced, facing forward. “I have to avenge our family.”
“Tanjiro,” Zenitsu said, sniffling. “I’ll do whatever I can to help. I’m super
scared, though. And to be clear, I’m totally useless, weak, and I’m sure I’ll die
soon. I need you to not rely on me at all, but … I’ll fight wherever I can, so …”
“Zenitsu …”
“I really need you not to count on me at all, though.” He lacked confidence to
the point where he felt the need to repeat his statement. Even so, his kindness
made Tanjiro happy.
“Hey! You guys gotta run around until you puke blood too!” Inosuke shouted
so loudly that it echoed not only through the courtyard but the entire town,
abruptly shattering the tender moment. “We’re gonna take down the demon
boss to make my third underling human again, right? So we gotta get stronger!
Don’t sit there whining your life away! Stupidjiro!
“Who’s this third subordinate?! How dare you talk about Nezuko—” Zenitsu
erupted in indignation.
“You’re exactly right, Inosuke.” Tanjiro laughed. How straightforward, how
unwavering Inosuke could be, was truly dazzling. “We have to get stronger.”
“Right?!” Inosuke cried.
“What are you talking about, Tanjiro?” Zenitsu said, exasperated. “You’ll
break your ribs again, you know? And just when they’re finally almost healed.
Why should we come here to rest and then have to throw up blood? The whole
thing is a terrible idea!”
“Come on, minions! Follow Lord Inosukeeeee!” Inosuke’s ferocious roar
drowned out Zenitsu’s complaints.
Tanjiro heard the excited cry of a young villager on the wind. “The bridal
procession’s coming!”
He gently closed his eyes and saw the fresh and unsophisticated bride-to-be
Toyo in his mind, Hisa’s gentle smile, and Akane and Akari watching over them,
eyes glittering, cheeks flushed.
He stroked the wooden box next to him with one hand, and a sound came
from inside, as if in response. A small, very gentle sound.
Smiling, he looked up at the deep blue sky.
It was a perfectly clear day, not a cloud to be seen.
“Nezuko, watch your step.”
There was a small bump on the ground ahead of them. Zenitsu held out his
hand, and Nezuko gripped it tightly, without a word.
Whoa! Her hand is so soft. I’m holding hands with Nezuko right now! We’re
holding haaands! Yahooooo! Utterly lovestruck with the feeling of her supple
skin against his, Zenitsu savored the joy rising in him.
After all his strict training in Total Concentration: Constant during the day,
enjoying a nighttime walk with Nezuko during the brief period when the moon
came out was his happiest hour. He had gotten permission from both Nezuko’s
older brother, Tanjiro, and the master of the mansion, Shinobu, so they could
go out without the need for secrecy; they had nothing to hide.
At times like this, everything in the world seemed to shine. Even the crescent
moon hanging in the night sky celebrated them.
“There’s a field up ahead with tons of flowers, okay? You’re not tired? Oh!
There’s loads of white clover. I’ll make you a crown of flowers,” Zenitsu said, a
rush of blood reddening his cheeks.
Nezuko looked up at him with the bamboo gag across her mouth, pushed her
perfect chin forward, and nodded firmly. Zenitsu practically melted at this
adorable gesture.
Aaah, what a joy it is to be alive. I’m so glad I didn’t get turned into a spider
that time!
“See, Nezuko? Look!” he cried. “We’re here! This is it!”
“Mn!”
Nezuko’s face lit up when they arrived at the meadow not far from the
Butterfly Mansion. The field and its many flowers even entranced a boy like
Zenitsu. The scene enraptured Nezuko, being a girl of that age, all the more. She
looked around happily in the pale moonlight, and a smile crept over Zenitsu’s
face as he began to pluck the promised white clover. He would pick as many as
he could to make her a crown of flowers.
This has always been the only thing I’m really good at. How lovely a flower
crown would look against Nezuko’s glossy black hair! I’ll do one of just white
clover, and then I’ll make one with all kinds of flowers. That way, it’ll be
gorgeous and colorful.
“Hey, Nezuko? Which flower is your fav—” he started and then stopped,
leaving Nezuko to ponder what he’d been about to say.
The moment he spotted a yellow flower blooming quietly to one side of the
clover, a faded memory sprang to vivid life in his mind.
That flower …
It took him back to before he met Tanjiro and Inosuke, when he was still
training under a former Hashira.
“All right! I managed to slip away from Gramps.” Zenitsu sighed in relief as he
hid behind a large tree, watchful of his surroundings. “He’s probably angry.”
He felt the teensiest bit of guilt, but he couldn’t do this anymore. Seriously, he
would die.
His trainer Jigoro Kuwajima was old, but he was still full of vim and vigor. He
had a habit of saying, “This isn’t going to kill you!” Zenitsu was pretty sure it
would, though. This time, he wouldn’t just get hit by lightning and emerge with
golden hair.
Sorry, Gramps, but this is all that I am. I’m nothing special. Forget about me—
well, I don’t actually want you to do that. Maybe you could just think of me from
time to time—I really am sorry. I do love you, Gramps. I just can’t take any
more.
Zenitsu apologized to his teacher silently and hurried onward so that he could
make it out of the mountains before the already-low sun went all the way
down. The first thing he’d do when he got into town was eat a delicious manju.
Then he would have his fill of the girls walking to and fro along the roads.
No secret practice in the middle of the night today. He would actually sleep
for the first time in a long time. Maybe he would even watch a moving picture.
Zenitsu’s feet were light as he walked ever downward while imagining the
evening that awaited him … but his feet stopped when he neared the foot of
the mountain.
His extremely sharp ears had picked up a girl’s pained sobs.
“This is bad! A girl is crying!”
Instantly he took on a heroic look, as if he were a totally different person. He
parted the trees, leaped over rivers, raced down cliffs, and charged toward the
source of the crying. At the end of this sprint, he found a girl in a snowy-white
kimono kneeling in the grass and weeping.
“Hey! Are you okay?!” he called out to her. “Are you sick?”
“Eep!” The girl jumped. Then, ever so timidly, she looked over her shoulder.
When she saw Zenitsu, she slumped in relief and started to cry again. “Unh!
Unh! Unh …”
“S-sorry! I scared you, didn’t I? Hey, you—are you really okay? Are you hurt
someplace?” he asked earnestly, and the girl finally lifted her face.
By chance, their eyes met.
Her long feathery eyelashes glistened with tears. Her face would have put a
flower to shame with its loveliness.
Aaaunh!
Feeling like he’d been shot through the heart, Zenitsu pressed a hand to the
left side of his chest. Naturally, it was an arrow of love. Perhaps because he had
lived without parents and never known the warmth of a family, he longed for
love and marriage twice as much as the average person. He fell head over heels
frighteningly easily.
Zenitsu was already in love with the girl weeping on the grass before him. He
started to panic. All he wanted was to stop those tears somehow.
“Uh, um,” he stammered. “I-if you don’t mind telling me, why are you crying?
I might be able to help!”
The girl said nothing and continued to weep.
“I’m Zenitsu Agatsuma. I’ve been studying swordsmanship with an old man
way up high on this mountain,” Zenitsu explained, trying to quell her unease at
not knowing the first thing about him.
“Swords … manship?”
To Zenitsu, the “sound” of the girl shifted slightly, like she was anticipating
something. He could hear in her a faint hope emerging from a place where
despair prevailed. Becoming that hope for this girl delighted Zenitsu.
“Okay. You can just tell me whatever you can tell me.”
The girl finally stopped crying.
“My name is Sayuri,” she told him in a trembling voice. “I live with my mother,
stepfather, and two stepsisters in a small village up ahead. It’s protected by
wisteria flowers.”
“Oh, you do? Sayuri, hm? What a sweet name.” Thrilled to know the lovely
girl’s name at last, Zenitsu wriggled in place. “So, why’d you come up the
mountain today, and in such a kimono? It looks hard to walk in.”
“The truth is …” The girl’s eyebrows dropped sadly. “One evening a few days
ago, my stepfather encountered a demon here. He barely managed to escape
by promising to send his daughter to take his place.”
“Whaaat?!” Zenitsu cried. “A demon? You? How could he do that?! That’s
awful! That’s so awful!”
“He had no choice. My mother and my stepsisters couldn’t live without my
stepfather.” She lowered her eyes, and the tears clinging to her eyelashes
plopped onto her cheeks. She said no more.
The black hair tied back high on her head was indescrib-ably beautiful.
Heedless of the consequences, her unbearable loveliness spurred Zenitsu to
shout, “I—!”
“I’ll go to the demon in your place, Sayuri, and take care of it lickety-split! You
just wait at the foot of the mountain!”
As he walked along the dark mountain path, Zenitsu already regretted
blurting that out. He’d put on Sayuri’s kimono to complete the deception, and
he kept tripping over the uselessly long sleeves. The sword hidden on his back
made the outfit even harder to move in.
On top of it all, he was so scared of facing the demon, he could hardly stand
it. Wait. It’s totally hopeless, right? I mean, taking down a demon all by myself?
And what was that “lickety-split” part? Lickety-split?! There’s no way I can do
this.
Maybe I could go slinking back to Gramps and get him to come with me. No, I
don’t have the time for that. Aaah, I’m going to die. I am definitely going to die.
Zenitsu moaned and groaned to himself. He wanted to bawl pathetically and
run away that very moment, or sooner if possible. Still, he knew he was the only
one who could halt the tears of that lovely girl. Sayuri … She was super happy
too.
She had shed tears of anxiety and relief when Zenitsu said he would take care
of the demon. The bright sound of hope and joy in her grew louder, but he
could also hear clear sounds of regret, apology, and … confusion. It was an
extremely complicated and painful sound. Most likely, she had qualms about
sending Zenitsu, a total stranger, into this dangerous situation.
She’s such a nice girl.
He remembered the trembling sound she’d made as she had gripped his
hands and told him to be careful before they parted. Not once did she blame
her stepfather for immediately offering her up as a sacrifice because she wasn’t
related to him. Nor did she hold it against her mother for not trying to stop him.
It was precisely because she had such a kind heart that Zenitsu sincerely wanted
to help.
Even his burning love for the girl and his sense of chivalry couldn’t overcome
his intense fear of the demon. Heading toward the meeting spot the demon had
given the stepfather, Zenitsu nearly ran off a thousand times. Each time, he
managed to stop himself somehow.
A slender crescent moon hung in the night sky. He looked up at it through the
breaks in the trees and prayed, “Please let it be a tiny, weak demon!”
He heard the sound of the demon.
“Eeep!” He clamped his hands over the scream that threatened to slip out of
his mouth.
The demon sounded like lips being licked, waiting for a beautiful girl to come
along so they could eat her tender flesh. A greedy, inhuman sound.
With his whole body shaking, and unable to utter a word, Zenitsu came to a
stop. He absolutely couldn’t make himself go any farther. No matter how he
tried, he couldn’t take another step.
As Zenitsu held his breath and stood immobile on the dark mountain, an
enormous demon stepped out of the brush. Even with a quick glance, Zenitsu
could tell that this was no person. The demon had an enormous arm growing
out of its back, and each of its three hands held an enormous sickle. A large
mouth stretched from ear to ear while six small, merciless eyes glimmered with
darkness.
Oh no. This is it. I’m dead. Sayuri … I’m sorry.
Zenitsu’s teeth chattered harder than ever as he stared up at this terrifying
and massive creature, tall enough that it looked like it was touching the clouds.
Haah, haah, haah! Haah, haah, haah! Haah, haah, haah! Haah, haah, haah!
His breathing was wild like that of a virgin maiden.
“You’re the old man’s youngest daughter?” the demon asked in a gravelly
voice.
Zenitsu’s heart nearly pounded right out of his chest.
“Y … Y-y-y-y-y-yes!” he barely managed to squeak out. He couldn’t stop his
voice from jumping up unnaturally. “M-m-my name is Zeniko.”
The demon glanced at Zenitsu. “So, the old man went and lied to me to save
his own skin. Exactly how is this ugly girl the village’s greatest beauty?” It
clicked its tongue in annoyance.
To take Sayuri’s place, Zenitsu had yanked his hair back and painted his lips
red with the juice of crushed flower petals, but he was still just a boy dressed up
as a girl.
More than a few demons preferred the flesh of beautiful maidens, and
Zenitsu supposed that this demon also possessed this particular proclivity. Its
disappointment and annoyance at dashed expectations reached Zenitsu loud
and clear, and he trembled in fear.
“Well, fine. I’ll tear you apart and eat you. And then once the season changes
and those hateful wisteria flowers wither and die, I’ll go and eat the old man’s
other daughters and his wife right in front of him,” the demon announced,
wiping away the drool dripping from his mouth, seemingly toying with Zenitsu.
“Punishment for taking a great demon like me for a fool.”
Zenitsu could hear vicious delight. A cold sound without a hint of warmth,
hungry for blood.
“First, I’ll gouge out those eyes with the tip of this sickle. Next, your tongue,”
the demon muttered, licking its lips. “After that—”
“Eeegaaaaah …”
In his extreme terror, Zenitsu finally let go of reason.
He heard a thread snap in his head, and then the void swallowed him up.
“Hngah?!”
Zenitsu woke to the sound of something hitting the ground and whirled
around. He noticed the demon’s head lying at his own feet.
“Aaaaaaaaaaah!!” His scream echoed through the night on the mountain.
When he leaped back from the spot, he accidentally kicked the demon head,
and it rolled away with a disturbing sound. Blood spurted from the base of the
neck.
“Eeeeeeee!! Nooooooooooo!”
The demon’s six eyes were bloodshot and open wide, as if they had seen
something unbelievable in its last moment. The place where the head had been
severed from its body was perfectly level, as though a single stroke from a sharp
blade had set the head free.
The demon’s head was just sitting there now, like a big daikon radish.
“Wait, what, what?! Why is it dead? How? So suddenly?! I hate this! I haaaate
this!” Zenitsu wailed. “How did its head get cut off? Why?! This is too scary!
What is this? Why?!”
He understood nothing. Not the fact that the demon was suddenly in two
pieces on the ground. Not the fact that he was for some reason holding the
sword he’d hidden on his back. And not the fact that his snowy-white kimono
was stained with droplets of the demon’s blood.
“Did someone rescue me?” he cried. “Hey, where are you? Someone rescued
me, right?!”
Weeping, he looked around, but there was no one else there.
Oh!
He had a sudden flash of insight. Only one person in this whole world would
save a guy like him.
“Gramps …” Fresh tears filled Zenitsu’s eyes.
Most likely, Jigoro had come to drag him back to that training hell and
rescued him from the demon. Then he’d slipped away again, no doubt guessing
that there were factors he wasn’t aware of at play here.
Gratitude and contrition filled Zenitsu’s heart.
“Thanks, Gramps,” he whispered. “I promise I’ll make Sayuri happy. Thanks
for everything. And thanks … for helping a guy like me. You take care of
yourself, okay?”
Still crying, Zenitsu sheathed his sword, bowed deeply toward the dark
woods, and then left the area, looking like he had made his peace with the past.
When he had disappeared into the darkness, a shadow carrying a cane moved
with a rustling noise deep in the brush.
“Idiot apprentice,” he choked out in a hushed voice. “I keep telling you,
you’ve got talent no one can beat, but you just won’t listen for some reason.”
Sayuri was waiting. She was there up ahead, waiting for him! Lost in a dream,
Zenitsu clutched a bunch of yellow lilies he’d picked along the way.
“Thank you … Zenitsu. I love them.”
He saw Sayuri’s happy face in his mind and chuckled creepily out of his own
immense awkwardness.
He caught sight of someone clad in his kimono on the path ahead.
“Oh! Sayuri—” He started to wave and then stopped in his tracks.
She wasn’t alone. A rustic young man stood next to her, looking toward
Zenitsu with the same unease with which Zenitsu regarded him.
“Zenitsu …” Tears welled up in Sayuri’s eyes.
Zenitsu froze. At that moment he understood everything. Sayuri had guessed
that he felt more for her than just kindness or sympathy, which was why he’d
volunteered to take her place.
But she was already in love with someone else.
That was the reason for the complicated and pained sound he’d heard her
making. It wasn’t that she had gone out of her way to deceive him. She simply
hadn’t said anything. She wanted to live—she didn’t want to die—so she had
clung to whatever straw she could and held her tongue. Sayuri wasn’t like the
girl who had made Zenitsu give her money so she could run away with someone
else.
He had clearly heard the sound she’d made. He’d just interpreted it in a way
that worked for him. Even now, the sound was saying, I’m sorry. I’m sorry.
Almost heartbroken.
It’s not your fault, Sayuri.
Feeling his exultation cool, Zenitsu gave the girl a smile nonetheless. His heart
throbbed painfully in his chest. “The demon’s dead. You don’t have to worry
anymore.”
“Th-thank you so much,” she said quietly. “Thank you.”
“Thank you so much!” the boy cried, practically prostrating himself before
Zenitsu. “We will never forget this great debt! I’ll take her away from that house
and her awful stepfather. Thank you—so much, Lord Demon Slayer!”
Shut up! I didn’t do all that for your sake! I did it for Sayuri! Although it was
Gramps who actually defeated the demon, okay?! Dammit! It’s even worse that
he’s not some half-wit brute and seems like a really good guy. Curses!
Zenitsu hid the lilies behind his back, weeping tears of blood inside.
“Zenitsu … I, um.” Tears spilled from Sayuri’s eyes. “I’m so sorry.”
Zenitsu was too overwrought to respond to her heartfelt apology.
“I … I really am sorry.”
The sound of her tormenting herself was agonizing.
“Sayuri. Be happy,” he told her.
“I will.” She bowed her head over and over again, crying all the while.
Finally, the couple returned to the village, leaning into each other.
Zenitsu watched them go with a smile.
“Sob! Sob!”
Once he was alone, the tears welled up in his eyes. Through blurred vision, he
stared absently at the flowers he’d picked to give to Sayuri. The yellow lilies. In
the language of flowers, they meant “cheer” and “falsehood.”
Grah!
In his tortured state, he raised his arm to throw them down onto the
mountain path. And then stopped. He fought to hold back his tears as he
sensed someone nearby.
At some point, Jigoro had come to stand beside him. He made a strict and
scary, but still gentle, sound.
“Um.” Zenitsu nervously opened his mouth. “Gramps. I—”
“You idiot!” he barked, and Zenitsu flinched. “How many times have I told
you, and yet here you run off from training again? And why are you dressed like
this? There’s ugly, and then there’s ugly!”
“Eeep! I’m sorry!”
“Honestly! Having a fool for an apprentice is taking years off my life,” Jigoro
muttered with a sigh.
With nowhere else to go, Zenitsu shrank into himself.
“But you’re no ordinary fool,” the older man continued.
“What …”
“You’re a massive fool.”
Zenitsu clammed up and grew even smaller, while Jigoro’s voice grew just the
slightest bit softer.
“You’re a massive, kind fool, you are.”
“Gramps.”
Zenitsu lifted his face in surprise, and Jigoro placed his hand on Zenitsu’s
head. It was a large, rough hand. The hand of a former Hashira that had
annihilated demons and saved many people. This was the sort of hand Zenitsu
had always dreamed of having. The strong and kind hand of a man he looked up
to.
“You didn’t turn your back on that girl,” Jigoro said. “You didn’t give in to your
fear. You fought well.”
“You were the one who saved me, Gramps,” Zenitsu said dejectedly. “I was
too scared to do anything.”
“What is wrong with you?” Jigoro asked, exasperation in his voice. “You think
I defeated that demon?”
“Huh? I mean, didn’t you? While I was unconscious, you—”
“You’re the one who killed it, Zenitsu.”
“What?” Zenitsu looked bewildered, unable to process the words coming out
of his teacher’s mouth.
Huh? What’s that mean? Gramps defeated that demon. Why’s he saying I did?
Huuuh? Zenitsu’s world turned upside down for a moment, but he then realized
Jigoro was probably talking about Zenitsu’s spirit.
I didn’t run away from the demon, so Gramps rescued me. He’s saying that’s
the same as if I killed it myself. Is that it? That’s definitely what he’s trying to
say, right? I mean, Gramps. He skips over all the details. It’s hard to get what
he’s even saying. After convincing himself that this had to be the truth, he
nodded in agreement.
“Zenitsu,” Jigoro said to his apprentice. “You know what makes a good
swordsman?”
“Huh? Being strong, of course. Like you, Gramps,” Zenitsu replied
immediately, and Jigoro flushed just a little.
He cleared his throat. “So then, what do you think you need to be strong?”
“Huh? I … I mean,” Zenitsu stammered.
“Kindness,” Jigoro announced meaningfully. “Kindness makes a person’s heart
tougher than nails, tougher than anything. A sword swung for the sake of
someone else is the strongest sword in this world. That’s what you need.”
The old teacher’s eyes, which normally only raged at him, were unfathomably
kind now as they settled on this unworthy apprentice.
“No matter what else is going on, you turn your heart toward the weak and
be their shield. It’s because you know weakness yourself that you can do this.”
Zenitsu’s throat and eyes were suddenly hot, and the inside of his nose
throbbed, leaving him unable to respond.
“So long as you don’t lose that kindness, you’re bound to become a great
warrior.”
“Gramps …” Tears spilled from his eyes. “I … I …”
Zenitsu sobbed, and Jigoro gently stroked his yellow hair in silence.
That day, too, a crescent moon had sat in the sky above them.
Sayuri, I hope you’re doing well.
Zenitsu narrowed his eyes happily as he looked out at the yellow flowers
swaying in the breeze. He felt a slight tugging on his sleeve and looked down to
find Nezuko’s unhappy face. That brought him back to himself.
“Oh, sorry, Nezuko!” he cried. “I’ll make that crown right now, okay?”
“Mmf!”
“To apologize for getting distracted, I’ll make you the most beautiful flower
crown, okay?” he said, cheerfully. “I know. How about we make one for your
brother and that idiot Inosuke too?”
Nezuko smiled happily. “Unh!”
“Ha ha ha!”
Her smile made Zenitsu smile too. He was certain that Sayuri was living
happily ever after somewhere with that kind boy of hers.
Zenitsu was a far cry from the strong swordsman Gramps had told him about
that day. He was a weak crybaby, scared of everything, and he ran away all the
time. To be honest, he didn’t know whether or not he was even kind.
But someday … For sure.
Vowing this in his heart, the boy plucked the most beautiful flowers in the
field for his darling girl.
“I see trouble with women in your future.”
“Huh … ?” Tanjiro stopped in his tracks at the ominous voice he heard above
the hustle and bustle of the city.
Zenitsu and Inosuke came to stand beside him.
He whirled his head around in search of the voice’s owner and spotted a
small, elderly woman in the crossroads. She was clad in a lavender kimono and
covered in wrinkles, with a head of magnificent white hair.
Tanjiro turned questioning eyes on her.
The old woman shook her head slightly. “Not you,” she said curtly.
Tanjiro looked toward Inosuke.
“Not that pig head either. The fellow with the yellow hair there.”
“Huh?” Zenitsu, oblivious to the proceedings up to that point, looked shocked
and pointed at himself. “What? Y-you can’t mean me?”
“Mm.” The woman nodded wearily.
“Ma’am, what do you mean, ‘trouble with women’?” Tanjiro asked.
“I mean the disaster that befalls a man because a woman finds him
favorable,” the woman replied in a solemn tone. “I can see that fortune on the
young man’s face.”
“What are you talking about, old hag?” Inosuke snorted. “You not in your
right mind?”
“Inosuke!” Tanjiro chided him.
“Insolent child! I’m not an old hag!” the old woman roared.
Tanjiro and Zenitsu jumped the tiniest bit, but Inosuke was indifferent to her
anger.
“So old geezer, then?” he said. “Guess it doesn’t much matter. Old is old.”
“I’m telling you for your own good.” The old woman had apparently decided
to ignore Inosuke. She stared hard into Zenitsu’s eyes, boring holes into them,
and sternly ordered, “Don’t go near any ladies today. Avoid them to every
extent you can. If possible, it’s best not to even speak with one.”
“That’s just ridiculous.” Zenitsu smiled knowingly at Tanjiro. That smile froze
on his face, however, at what the old woman said next.
“You will die,” she intoned.
“Ngah?!”
“If a lady starts to think kindly toward you, make no mistake, you will die—
and in the most horrible way you can imagine. I pray you bear that in mind.”
The old woman dug around in the deep sleeves of her kimono. She retrieved a
beat-up paper charm. The characters written on the yellowed, torn scrap were
essentially impossible to decipher.
“Won’t do much besides give your heart some peace, but take it.”
She pushed the charm into Zenitsu’s hand and walked away. She didn’t even
press the boys for some outrageous sum as payment for the fortune or the
charm. That made the whole thing more disturbing.
Zenitsu froze. He stood rooted to the spot as though his soul had fled his
body.
“Zenitsu?” Tanjiro asked timidly.
“Aaaaiiiiiieeeeeeee!” Zenitsu shrieked with a high-pitched, annoying nasal
whine.
The unbearably ugly scream, like that of a stuck pig, echoed through the
crowd.
“What, what, really … What the heck? Me dying? I mean, that’s scaryyyyy.”
Zenitsu clutched Tanjiro’s jacket as he completely lost his head, all kinds of
fluids flowing freely down his face. “And we were just about to go home … Why
did she have to tell me I’ll die? I don’t get it! It doesn’t make sense!”
“Zenitsu.”
Tanjiro had an inkling of how his friend felt. Having completed their mission
outside of town the previous night, they had rested at a nearby Wisteria House
and were just buying some treats to bring back to the Butterfly Mansion.
“If you can, please pick up some cakes or something on your way back.”
Shinobu Kocho, the master of the Butterfly Mansion, had made this request
of them. She had perhaps been trying to give them a bit of a break, concerned
that the three Demon Slayers had spent all their time training frantically ever
since their mission on the Infinity Train.
This town was a rather large one, so everything they saw was new and
strange. At first, Inosuke had hidden behind Tanjiro, frightened of the
unfamiliar crowds, but he was soon chatting excitedly about everything that
caught his eye.
“Hey! What’s that?” “That horse is hauling a huge box!” “Why are they
dressed so weird?” “Doesn’t something smell real good? Is it that one with the
little coat?!”
Zenitsu, the only one of them accustomed to the city, looked exasperated
—“You’re so embarrassing”—but he put real effort and interest into selecting
what they should bring back for the girls at the mansion.
As they considered which snacks were often set out at the Butterfly Mansion,
they went back and forth with each other. Not that, not this one either …
Eventually, they settled on the safe choice of manju. At a shop popular with
women they purchased enough of the tasty buns for everyone, and had been
just about to start out on the road home when the old woman proclaimed
Zenitsu’s sudden death sentence.
That would have thrown anyone into a panic.
“Noooooo … Why only me? Seriously, why? Come on, tell me! Aaauuuuugh!”
“Zenitsu, calm down.”
Zenitsu crumpled into sobs, and Tanjiro tried to console him.
“Meep, meep, meep, meep. You’re so loud,” Inosuke said coldly. “A man
doesn’t shake in his boots. Ya gotta stand up and fight!”
“So mean!” Zenitsu opened his eyes wide in horror. “You’re so mean,
Inosuke! I mean, I knew that, basically. But still, this is too much, you know? I
might die here, you know?! And she said it would be a really horrible death
too!”
“Inosuke, just think a minute about how Zenitsu feels,” Tanjiro interjected. He
did actually feel bad for Zenitsu. “I mean, anyone would be shocked and scared
if they got told out of the blue they were about to die.”
“Even from just some old hag’s ravings?”
“She wasn’t raving. She told his fortune.”
“Same difference,” Inosuke said flatly.
Thinking that Inosuke might not know what a fortune was, Tanjiro tried to
teach him from scratch. “Listen, Inosuke. When we say fortune, we mean—”
“Like they say, fortune-telling’s hit or miss,” Inosuke cut him off. It appeared
he was surprisingly versed in exactly what a fortune was.
Tanjiro opened his eyes wide in surprised admiration. “You really know your
stuff, Inosuke.”
“Well, y’know, I am the boss and all.” Inosuke threw his chest out. “It’s real
rough having such sloppy minions.”
Normally, Zenitsu would retort with something like “What are you the boss
of, exactly?” or “I told you I’m not signing up to be your minion!” Instead, he
simply pricked up his ears to listen and shook all over, looking like a cornered
rabbit.
After thinking for a minute, Tanjiro nodded and turned to his friend.
“Inosuke’s actually right here, Zenitsu.”
At the sound of his name, Zenitsu’s shoulders jumped up. He silently turned
frightened eyes on Tanjiro.
“There’s not a fortune-teller in this world who always gets it right,” Tanjiro
said. “There’s no way there could be.”
If there existed such a person, then they would be a god. They wouldn’t be
human anymore. The frightening message had shaken more than just Zenitsu.
Tanjiro had lost his head a bit too. But if they dealt with it as a fortune—nothing
more, nothing less—then it was nothing to get unduly upset about.
“I … I guess so.” Relief gradually spread across Zenitsu’s face, and he sniffled
loudly. “Now that you mention it, that granny seemed pretty dodgy, right?
She’s got to be a fraud—”
“There’s a fortune-teller at the crossroads whose fortunes always come
true?”
A woman’s happy voice drifted toward them, as if to drown out Zenitsu.
“Wha?!” Zenitsu shuddered and ducked behind Tanjiro.
Tanjiro and Inosuke turned toward the voice to see a pair of young women
dressed in showy kimono, chatting and laughing as they approached.
“Yes. The old woman with the white hair and lavender kimono.”
“And she’s really never wrong?”
“As far as I know. A friend of mine did what the woman told her, and she was
engaged to a wonderful man two weeks later!”
“Aah, how delightful!”
“But I heard there are people who didn’t do what she said and were seriously
hurt.”
“Goodness! How frightening!”
“You just have to follow her instructions, and you’ll be fine.”
“Oh dear! But there’s no old lady in a lavender kimono here now.”
“Goodness, you’re right. I wonder where she went.”
The girls, each adorable in her own way, looked around for the fortune-teller.
Zenitsu’s eyes focused entirely on them, but his expression was devoid of its
usual lechery. He was as pale as a ghost, his face stiff, a cold sweat on his
forehead. Tanjiro noticed a curious clacking sound and wondered about it
before realizing it was Zenitsu’s teeth chattering.
This is bad …
“Zen—” Tanjiro started to caution him.
“Eeeeeaaaaaaaaaaah!” The scream that escaped from Zenitsu’s throat
sounded like a chicken being strangled.
All eyes in the area immediately turned toward them. The two girls in
question gave a little shout and dashed away as fast as they could.
“See! You hear that?!” Zenitsu yelped. “See! It’s gonna come true! They said
she’s never wrong, didn’t they?”
“Get ahold of yourself!” As Zenitsu threw his head back like a shrimp, Tanjiro
held Zenitsu and slapped his cheek hard. He’d only meant to snap Zenitsu out of
this fit, but he let out another scream.
“What? Why are you doing that?!”
“You have to calm down!” Tanjiro said.
“I can’t! And also—ow!”
“Don’t let a little fortune beat you, Zenitsu.”
“It’s no use! I mean, those girls said so! I’m going to die! I knew it. I’m going to
die! Today! Wee hee hee hee!” He laughed creepily in his great terror.
Tanjiro was at a loss for what to do, and Inosuke broke his silence to click his
tongue.
“Tch! Pathetic. Both of you underlings.” The boar head leaned in closer.
“C’mon. So now it’s not just Monitsu, but Soichiro too? Did you not actually
listen to what the old hag said?”
Tanjiro raised an eyebrow. “What do you mean, Inosuke?”
“This ‘trouble with women,’ means a guy gets in big trouble when a girl falls
for him, yeah?”
“Yeah.” Tanjiro nodded. “I’m pretty sure that’s what she said.” She had said
that fortune was written on Zenitsu’s face.
“You think anything like that’s coming for this guy?” Inosuke asked. Both
Tanjiro and Zenitsu contemplated the assertion in stunned silence.
“Bunch of hooey,” Inosuke declared curtly. “No doubt about it.”
After a moment’s hesitation, Tanjiro nodded. “Makes sense.”
“So mean!” Zenitsu cried, practically shedding tears of blood. “Both of you are
being way too mean! And like, what?! You’re saying I’m not hot? That no girl
could ever fall for me? I mean, Inosuke’s one thing, but even you think that,
Tanjiro? Acting like you’re the good one?! Arrrrrrgh!”
“No. I mean, that’s not what we’re—” It was hard to finish that sentence.
Unable to actually tell a lie, Tanjiro interrupted himself, flustered. “Anyway,” he
continued cheerfully, “let’s hurry back to the Butterfly Mansion.”
Shinobu was there at least. If Shinobu gently coaxed him with something like
“A fortune? Don’t let it get to you. Don’t worry about a thing like that,” Zenitsu
would relax. And before long, the day would be over. Once tomorrow came,
he’d forget all about the whole incident.
“Absolutely not!” Zenitsu said, as if something had snapped inside of him.
“Not the Butterfly Mansion! Tanjiro!”
“Why not?” Tanjiro was baffled. He never dreamed Zenitsu would object to
this. “What’s wrong with the Butterfly Mansion?”
“You—! You really don’t get it?! There are six girls in that house! You hear
me? Six! Shinobu, Kanao, Aoi, Kiyo, Sumi, and Naho!” Zenitsu counted them off
on his fingers.
Tanjiro still didn’t know what Zenitsu was talking about. Inosuke also stared at
Zenitsu with a look that said, “What is with this guy?”
“What does that matter, Zenitsu?” he finally asked.
“What happens if love blooms in one of their hearts?” Zenitsu spelled it out
for him. “What if one of them comes to me with her arms open? I’ll die, won’t
I? And it’ll be so awful for her too! I mean, I’ll have died because of her love,
okay? It’s just too terribly tragic!”
Tanjiro still didn’t get it.
“Same old creepy little jerk.” Inosuke muttered next to him.
Tanjiro was at a loss for what to say to his poor friend.
“I’ve decided,” Zenitsu said, sounding strange, “I’m going to avoid, avoid,
absolutely avoid girls all day today! Tanjiro, Inosuke! You have to protect me so
that no girls fall in love with me! Okay? You’ll protect me with everything you’ve
got, right?! I have to stay alive for Nezuko’s sake too!”
“Let’s just leave him here,” Inosuke said.
“No.” Tanjiro sighed. “We can’t do that.”
Their words didn’t reach Zenitsu. He was undoubtedly thinking about
something to do with Nezuko. He shed hot tears at whatever poignant scene he
was imagining.
Watching from the side, it was pretty creepy.
“Okay, we go dump him somewhere.”
“I told you, we can’t go doing that, Inosuke.”
“It’s all right, Nezuko! I won’t die on you! I just know I’ll live through this crisis
and make you the happiest girl alive! Don’t worry. Marry me!”
Zenitsu clenched one hand tightly, utterly absorbed in his own delusion, and
ignored Inosuke’s biting words and Tanjiro’s troubled face.
“Good afternoon!” a woman called out with a cheerful smile when they
entered the building.
“Oh!”
Tanjiro had led his friends into a cafe along the road to appease both Zenitsu,
who refused to go back to the Butterfly Mansion, and Inosuke, who had
declared his hunger. But as soon as they were inside, Tanjiro knew he had made
a huge mistake.
Why are there only women in here?
Because this was a stylish cafe in a big town, its seats were mostly filled with
girls. All of these beautiful young ladies, decked out in their finest, were looking
at the Demon Slayers. The smiling server wore a Western-style white apron
over her kimono. With smooth black hair tied neatly, she turned gentle eyes on
them.
“How many in your party?” she asked, and as feared, Zenitsu clutched
Tanjiro’s arm with one hand while he held the worn paper charm from the old
woman tightly in his other hand, and began to tremble.
“Eeeeeeeee!” he squealed in a threatening manner.
“Eep!” The woman’s smile froze.
“Please excuse him.” Tanjiro stepped up to bow and apologize.
“R-right this way, then,” she said, her voice suddenly an octave higher, and
led them to a table in the back. She was so frightened that she didn’t even
notice Inosuke’s boar head.
To Zenitsu in his current condition, however, her terrified mien appeared as
that of a young maiden excited and bashful before him.
“What am I going to do oh no what am I going to do what am I going to do
what am I going to do?” he muttered. “What if she falls for me … ? What if she
falls for me … ? What if … ?”
“Zenitsu,” Tanjiro said.
“Haah hah! Haah! Hah! Haah fwoo! Hah!”
The heavy breathing, the excessive sweating, the constant shaking—it was all
over the top, and Tanjiro could feel the tension radiating off Zenitsu’s body. The
panting and the sweat on his palms were particularly incredible.
“Hey, Zenitsu. Can you calm down just a little bit?” Tanjiro aired his complaint
in a gentle tone, but Zenitsu’s hackles still went up.
“Don’t tell me what to do!” he snapped. “You’re fine with me dying? Doesn’t
matter to you if I’m gone from this world? What kind of a friend are you?”
“That’s not what I meant. Of course I’m not fine with you dying, Zenitsu. It’s
just, you don’t need to be so afraid,” he said, reassuringly, but his words failed
to reach Zenitsu.
“What am I going to do what am I going to do?” He trembled and shook.
Troubled, Tanjiro glanced at Inosuke, who snorted in an “I told you so” kind of
way. “I knew it,” he said. “We shoulda tossed him somewhere.”
“Don’t say that,” Tanjiro replied. “You’re supposed to be the boss here, right,
Inosuke?”
“Wellll. C’mon, Monitsu, here we go!” Suddenly in good spirits, Inosuke
whapped Zenitsu on the back. “I’ll keep you safe. I’m the boss, after all.”
The table the server led them to was in the very back of the cafe, in a corner
far from the other tables. The space was otherwise bright, but for some reason
this spot alone was dimly lit, the air stagnant.
The server clearly pushed them all the way to the hinterlands to keep them
far from the other customers. This was actually a blessing at the moment, and
Tanjiro was thankful.
Zenitsu took the inside seat and clutched his knees to his chest. Tanjiro sat
next to him, and Inosuke across from him.
Menu in hand, the first thing Inosuke said was “I can’t read it.”
“This is ‘a’ in hiragana. This one’s ‘i.’” Tanjiro read the characters out one by
one, like he used to for his little brothers. “The same ‘i’ as in your name,
Inosuke.”
“Lord Inosuke’s ‘i’!”
“This is ‘su,’ here’s ‘ku.’”
“Eeeeeeeeeeee!!” Zenitsu shrieked from the chair beside him.
“What’s wrong?” Tanjiro asked, stunned.
With a trembling hand, Zenitsu pointed at a girl sitting at a table across the
room. “That girl looked at me and froze. She’s fallen in love.”
“Sorry. I don’t understand at all what you’re trying to say,” Tanjiro said sadly.
Despair in his voice, Zenitsu shook his head in an exaggerated manner and
said, “I mean, they’re all looking at me. All the girls in this cafe have maybe
fallen for me. Unnnh … What am I going to do, Tanjiro?”
“This guy’s hopeless,” Inosuke interjected.
“Inosuke,” Tanjiro said in gentle rebuke.
“He was always a creep, but we’re talking danger zone here. He can’t tell the
difference between fantasy and reality anymore.”
“Inosuke,” Tanjiro said again. His friend always came straight out with things,
even when he shouldn’t.
Another woman came then to take their order.
“Er … Have you decided?” Her voice was tense and trembled slightly, perhaps
because she was clearly on guard against Zenitsu.
Getting the wrong idea once again, Zenitsu began to shake. “Eee! This woman
keeps glancing at me. I just know she’s going to ask me out … Scary scary scary
scary so scared so scared so scared so scared—”
“Behave yourself.” Tanjiro knocked Zenitsu on the head just as the yellow-
haired boy was on the verge of exploding again. “She’s just freaked out. Don’t
make trouble for the server!”
He didn’t think he’d hit him that hard, but Zenitsu’s eyes rolled back in his
head, and he fell face-first onto the table like the thread of tension holding him
up had been cut.
With Zenitsu finally quiet, Tanjiro bowed his head once more. “I’m sorry for all
the fuss.”
“I-it’s fine.” The woman had tears in her eyes.
Tanjiro wanted to release her as quickly as he could, but he didn’t know what
anything was by looking at the words on the menu.
Just when he was wondering what to do, Inosuke pointed and said, “Hey,
doesn’t that thing look good?”
Tanjiro looked over and saw a girl at a nearby table eating something that
looked like a white manju in a glass dish, using a spoon. From the way the girl
was eating, it seemed to be extremely cold, and something long and thin like a
senbei cracker accompanied it. Tanjiro was curious what it tasted like.
“Three of those, please,” he ordered.
“Right away.” The woman smiled, obviously relieved, and hurried from their
table.
“Here we are. Our specialty, ais kreem.”
Their order was brought surprisingly fast, but it was yet another woman who
carried it. This one looked fearsomely tough, with a physique that would make a
sumo wrestler proud. Just one of her arms was more muscular than Tanjiro or
Zenitsu’s thighs, or even Inosuke himself.
“It melts quickly, so please enjoy it right away.”
“Ooh! Thank you!” Tanjiro thanked her with a smile and noticed with
trepidation that the woman’s proud physique had roused the fighting instincts
of the belligerent Inosuke. Tanjiro’s heart was in his throat, worried that his
friend would challenge her to a fight.
“Yahoo! I was sick of waiting!”
Fortunately, however, the feast in front of Inosuke’s eyes entranced him, and
he had no time for fighting. Tossing his boar head aside, Inosuke excitedly
grabbed his spoon and brought a heaping spoonful of the white stuff to his
mouth.
“O … oh,” he moaned.
When Tanjiro looked at him, he was trembling with emotion.
“This is super amazing! What is this?!”
“She said it’s called ‘ais kreem.’” Tanjiro told him the name he’d heard from
the server. And then he took a bite himself. “So good!”
His eyes grew round in surprise. It tasted totally different from a manju.
Whatever this “ais kreem” was, it was surprisingly sweet and cold. But in his
mouth, it melted and disappeared almost immediately.
“Yum yum yum, yum yum yum,” Inosuke said loudly, scarfing the treat down.
Inosuke was essentially harmless when he was eating delicious food. Plus,
beneath that boar head, his face was unimaginably handsome, and he was
quite the attractive, fair-skinned young man. Maybe that was why the eyes of
the girls in the cafe were focused on him.
For some reason, that was the moment Zenitsu chose to wake up.
“Ah?!”
“Oh, you’re awake, Zenitsu?” Tanjiro sighed with relief. “Your ais kreem’s
here. It’s really good. I’m sure eating it will take your mind off things.”
His words didn’t reach his friend’s ears. Zenitsu was as pale as a sheet of
paper.
“I feel eyes on me …”
“Huh?” Tanjiro glanced at him.
“Not ‘huh’!” Zenitsu cried. “Can’t you feel how passionately these girls are
looking at me? What am I going to do? I’ll die, you know! I’ll die in the most
gruesome way anyone could think up, okay?”
“Calm down, Zenitsu,” he said soothingly. “You’re bothering people.”
“Nooo! Nezuko, Gramps, save meee! I don’t want to dieee!”
“Zenitsu!” Tanjiro snapped at him.
“Excuse me, sir, but I’ll have to ask you to step outside if you continue to
make such a commotion,” the tough woman warned softly.
Zenitsu stared at her. “Huh? What? Did you just say, ‘Sir, I love you. I’m shy,
so would you mind stepping outside’ … ?”
Mishearing her in an impossible way, he immediately began to shake.
“Eeeeeeee! A confession of love! She’s going to ask me out, this is how it starts!
Noooooooooooo!”
Shrieking at the top of his lungs, Zenitsu pushed Tanjiro out of the way and
fled the cafe before Tanjiro even had the chance to call out and stop him.
“Zenitsu …” He stared after his friend, dumbfounded.
Maybe because Zenitsu was that upset, he had forgotten the paper charm
he’d gripped so tightly.
Across from Tanjiro, Inosuke was absorbed in his “ais kreem” and hadn’t
noticed Zenitsu’s departure. Tanjiro gently picked up the charm Zenitsu had left
behind.
“Sir, that charm … Where did you get it?” the woman asked in a stern voice,
frowning.
Aoi heated some water for them, so the three Demon Slayers headed for the
bath.
“I don’t want to take a bath,” Inosuke complained. “Cold shower’s fine.”
Tanjiro dragged him along anyway, and then from behind, he heard a small
voice.
“Thanks for helping me, Tanjiro. Inosuke.” The voice really was very quiet,
curiously earnest, almost embarrassed.
“Zenitsu?” When Tanjiro looked over his shoulder, Zenitsu was already his
usual self again.
“Aaah, what a miserable day,” he muttered, looking entirely fed up. “I’m
getting in first.” He trotted for the bath.
Tanjiro quietly smiled as his stubborn friend walked away.
“You must really be good friends, hm?”
Shinobu’s words came back to him. Were they good friends? He wasn’t too
sure, maybe because they’d been by his side ever since he became a corps
member. Yet, he was happy that it had been these two he met on the mission
at the drum house. They’d been able to overcome certain things simply because
they were together. He’d been able to keep going without unendurable sadness
overwhelming him. It was a happy thing not to be alone.
“I’ll get in, but I’m not washing.”
“No way. Aoi told you, didn’t she? You have to wash properly before you get
in the tub.”
“That noisy little runt!”
“You can’t go saying things like that. They do all this for us. Come on. Let’s go,
Inosuke.” Yanking his boar-head friend behind him, Tanjiro smiled again.
Outside the veranda, the stars in the night sky glittered and twinkled, as if any
one of them could turn into a shooting star at any moment.
I’m just not very good with Kanao.
Still, it’s not that I hate her. She’s never done anything to me, and we’ve
never actually butted heads or anything. It’s just that she’s hard to be around.
If I had to say, Kanao Tsuyuri is like a doll. She doesn’t answer when you say
something to her. She’s constantly wearing that empty smile, and she can’t
make a decision on her own—she always has to toss a coin.
I’m short-tempered, so I get cross with her. Sometimes, I just want to throw
my hands up and be done with her.
Agewise, I’m the older one, but in terms of rank, Kanao’s much higher than
me. She’s so full of Demon Slayer talent that, even though she’s still young, she
was chosen as a Tsuguko, an apprentice to the Hashira.
On the other hand, I survived the Final Selection on nothing more than luck.
I’m a coward, and I’ll never make my name in actual battle because I’m terrified
of fighting demons. Thanks to Lady Shinobu’s merciful ways, I can stay here at
the Butterfly Mansion, take care of injured corps members, and help them with
their recovery training.
Does a Demon Slayer who can’t kill demons have any value? Of course not.
I’m a burden on the corps. Maybe that’s why I get strangely out of sorts with
Kanao. Once I realized it was more or less an inferiority complex, my own
pettiness annoyed me. I was hating myself more and more.
And then he came along and said to me, “You helped me, Aoi. So you’re now
a part of me. I’ll think about you when I go into battle.”
He said that someone as useless as me was a part of him, that he would take
all these feelings with no outlet into battle with him … He said it without
affectation or hesitation, with a smile like the sun.
So I decided to try. I decided to throw myself into whatever I actually could
do. And yet …
When the Sound Hashira ordered me to accompany him on a mission, I
started shaking all over. I remembered the terror of confronting a demon. I
couldn’t even keep him from snatching up Naho.
“Kanao! Kanao!!” I kept shouting, like a fool.
And Kanao grabbed my hand. Without tossing a coin, her brow furrowed and
teeth gritted, she held my hand tightly, ignoring the Sound Hashira as he yelled
at her.
I still haven’t been able to thank her for that.
“Shopping?”
“Yes. I’d love it if the two of you would go.”
Her superior, Shinobu, had called her to her room, so Aoi had assumed she
would be taken to task for the Sound Hashira incident. But that wasn’t what
happened.
It felt strange to be told to go shopping together. Aoi stole a glance at Kanao
sitting next to her. She was staring into space with the same expression as
always on her face. Aoi had no idea what was going on in her head.
“I wrote down here the medicines that I want you to buy,” Shinobu said, and
smiled.
If the old her had been asked to run errands with the silent Kanao, it would
have been a hard request to accept, even if it was Shinobu doing the asking—as
much as she loved and respected her.
But for Aoi at the moment, it was a welcome lifeline. She bowed her head,
thinking she’d finally be able to thank Kanao. “I understand. We’ll go, then.”
“Thank you very much. We’ll need all these because Tanjiro and the others
will most likely return here when their current mission is over,” Shinobu
continued lightly.
This startled Aoi.
“Now, Uzui’s with them, so there’s probably no need to be concerned. But
let’s be as prepared as possible while we wait for them.”
Aoi accepted the instructions silently. They had gone on that mission in Aoi’s
place. Because I’m pathetic. She gently bit her lip. She sincerely hoped that it
wasn’t a dangerous mission. But this was a self-serving wish. If a Hashira was on
the job, then it couldn’t have been simply to round up some small-fry demon.
When they went to dispatch the demon lurking in the Infinity Train, they
came back battered and bruised all over. The mission inflicted wounds on both
body and mind, and they were so black-and-blue that it was painful just to look
at them.
This time, all of those injuries would be because of her. Please, please be safe,
she prayed, practically in tears. You all have to make it back here together.
The tips of her fingers on her lap trembled. She willed them to be still, but the
shaking didn’t stop. Aoi closed her eyes firmly at her own cowardliness.
The wholesale chemist where Shinobu was a regular stood in a town a little
way from the Butterfly Mansion. Aoi had been there any number of times,
trailing along behind Shinobu.
“Welcome.”
She recognized the manager who greeted them. He was too thin and had a
face like a shriveled eggplant.
“Hello, we were hoping to buy some medicines,” Aoi replied.
Since Kanao didn’t speak as a general rule, Aoi held Shinobu’s list in one hand
and asked for the items they needed. She wasn’t particularly anxious about her
ability to pick out medicine, at least.
But when it came time to pay, the color drained from her face. She was sure
she’d brought her wallet, and yet it wasn’t there. The wallet into which she’d
carefully tucked the money from Shinobu was nowhere to be found. She
desperately fumbled around in the pockets of her corps uniform, and then put a
hand to her mouth.
Ah …
She suddenly remembered that she’d pulled it out of her uniform to pay
someone just as they were leaving the mansion and that she’d left it on the
table there. Astonishing. It was an unthinkable error. She froze in shock.
Kanao peered at her, as if sensing something.
“Kanao, I’m sorry,” Aoi said in a hoarse voice, bowing so deeply her nose
practically touched her kneecaps. “I forgot my wallet!”
There was no response from Kanao.
She was so ashamed and miserable, she wanted to disappear even more than
before.
In a turn of bad luck, neither she nor Kanao had brought along their personal
wallets since they were only going out to do the shopping.
Kanao stared hard at her coin and began to blanch.
Aoi smiled lifelessly and said, “I would never take that away from you.”
They had been to this shop countless times, and so she pushed aside her
embarrassment and asked to start a tab. The deeply wary manager simply
would not agree to it.
“Ask all you want, but this is a business. Unfortunately, the owner’s out today,
and I don’t have the authority,” he said, before muddying the conversation with
a question. “And what exactly is it that you all do? This ‘corps’ of yours, what
sort of group is it really?”
“What?” Aoi was at a loss for words. At times like this, not belonging to an
official government organization made things difficult.
Because no one believed them when they talked about demons and all the
rest, the social trust toward the Demon Slayer Corps was definitely not high,
except among the Wisteria Houses. The Demon Slayers risked their lives and
fought demons for people, but they weren’t even granted permission to wear
their Nichirin swords.
When Aoi was stuck for a reply, the manager looked at the two girls with hard
eyes.
“What do you do with nothing but women out there? The one who came last
time was strangely provocative. You’re not actually involved in some shameful
business, now, are you?”
“I—!”
This sort of baseless rumor spread because it was only ever women who came
from the Butterfly Mansion to do the shopping. Aoi was furious at how coarsely
the manager was looking at them.
“I understand. No need for a tab! Good day!” she announced politely. She left
the shop, dragging Kanao behind her—and instantly regretted the act.
Now I’ve done it …
She held her head in her hands. There was no way they would make it back to
town while the shop was still open if they returned to the Butterfly Mansion
now to get her wallet. She really should have controlled her temper. She should
have kept bowing her head and stayed quiet, no matter what the man said to
her. She simply couldn’t hold her tongue when it came to Shinobu or the corps
being disrespected.
I’m an idiot. Stupid stupid stupid!
Just when she’d decided to move forward so as not to waste the kindness of
the words that boy had spoken to her that day. Her feelings always raced ahead
of her. It was pathetic how she was always running in circles.
All of the things they were supposed to buy that day—the medicines, the sake
for medical purposes, the cotton for bandages—they were all essential and
indispensable. What if the Demon Slayers returned and the mansion wasn’t all
stocked up? What if they were so seriously injured that even Shinobu couldn’t
handle it? What if the worst happens to them because of me?
Just picturing it, she felt her legs tremble wretchedly. Her own idiocy made
her field of view go dark.
“I’m sorry, Kanao.” This trip was turning out not to be the right place to
express her gratitude to the younger girl.
Hanging her head dejectedly, Aoi turned toward Kanao and bowed once
more. “I was already plenty deadweight before, being too scared of demons to
go on a mission. To think I can’t even do the shopping right … I really am the
worst.”
As she spoke, tears threatened to spill out of her eyes. She desperately held
them back. The base of her throat grew hot, and she felt a pang inside of her
nose. “I … Even I know I’m pathetic.”
Kanao watched her in response, saying nothing.
“I’ll try asking again. I’ll see if I can bring the money tomorrow.” She was
about to turn away when Kanao’s hand reached out to her. Kanao patted Aoi’s
head awkwardly.
This was not a typically feminine soft hand. This was the hand of a girl who
had trained and worked until the skin grew thick. This hand had fought to
protect someone, and at its touch, Aoi’s tears stopped.
“Kanao?” she said, confused.
The girl smiled the tiniest bit and took Aoi’s hand. Without an “are you okay?”
or a “let’s go,” she started walking.
“Are we going back to the Butterfly Mansion?” Aoi asked the girl silently
pulling on her hand.
Kanao didn’t say anything. Not “yes,” not “no.”
“But this isn’t the way back to the … And we still need the medicine.” Aoi
hesitated, looking back over her shoulder at the shop steadily growing distant
behind them.
But Kanao kept on walking, as though she hadn’t heard Aoi.
Aoi sighed and resigned herself to the situation. It was things like this that
made her not understand Kanao.
After walking for a bit, Kanao abruptly stopped. The road was packed with
people.
“What’s this?”
Aoi took a hard look. It seemed that they were doing something in front of
the local drinking establishment.
Maybe some kind of show? she wondered absently.
“Oh dear! What adorable girls you are,” said an elegantly dressed older
woman standing nearby. “Go on ahead and watch.” She half dragged them
forward.
“Oh no, we’re—”
“Now that I’m looking at you, I feel like I’ve seen you somewhere, haven’t I?
Don’t be shy. Have a peek. They’re neck and neck on the sweets.”
Aoi ended up peering at the tavern through the gaps between the other
spectators and saw that a number of men and women were competing in an
eating contest. Now that she thought about it, eating and drinking contests had
been everywhere in the Edo era, but they had essentially dropped off the map
as popular entertainment these days.
Forty-five manju, seven large bars of yokan jelly, seventy uguisumochi mini-
cakes, four takuan daikon radishes. Voices cried out unbelievable numbers, and
Aoi doubted her ears.
The appetite of the sumo wrestler taking up center stage was especially
remarkable. He polished off a yokan bar in a split second and then stuffed
manju after manju into his mouth. Just watching him was nearly enough to give
her heartburn, but Aoi was more curious about Kanao’s reaction.
She hadn’t heard it directly from Kanao herself, but apparently her parents
had been so poor that they had sold her to a procurer. Shinobu and her late
sister rescued her from that fate and brought her up as a Demon Slayer.
Aoi was worried about what she would think of all this.
“Kanao?”
She glanced at Kanao timidly and found that the girl was staring blankly at the
spectacle with the same emotionless expression with which she looked at
everything else. A massive amount of food was being consumed—not because
the people eating were hungry, not for the purpose of staying alive, but for
sheer entertainment. Looking at the girl’s face in profile, Aoi felt like she could
hardly stand it for some reason.
“Let’s go.” This time, Aoi took Kanao’s hand. She gripped it tightly, and Kanao
looked up at Aoi curiously, without a word. They were about to leave when
several people screamed.
“Wh—?!”
Aoi looked back and found that the sumo wrestler had collapsed. A half-eaten
manju dropped from his hand and rolled away.
“Unh! Unh … Unh … Unh!”
The young wrestler’s face was ashen as he groaned for a moment or two. His
eyes rolled back in his head before long, and he lost consciousness. He was
frothing at the mouth. The spectators screamed once more.
“W-what?”
“Did he get some manju stuck in his throat?”
“Hey! Pry his mouth open!”
“Should we give him some water?”
Aoi heard some men in the crowd talking. It sounded like they were going to
take some misguided measures in an effort to help the wrestler.
They can’t.
The moment she had the thought, her body was already moving.
“Excuse me! Excuse me. Please let me through! Let me through!”
She forced her way to the center of the crowd and knelt down beside the
sumo wrestler. She checked his breathing, his pulse, his pupils, the inside of his
mouth, and the sound coming from his stomach, in that order. The color
drained from her face.
I knew it. This is more serious than him simply having something stuck in his
throat.
To be blunt, his condition was rather serious. Shinobu would have been able
to help him if she had been there, but the only one there now was Aoi.
Could she do it? Take someone else’s life into her hands? After all, she
couldn’t even face a demon. But if I don’t, he’ll …
Aoi bit her lip hard and recalled the emergency procedures written in the
medical books she’d read. She took a deep breath and called out to the
spectators surrounding them, “This man could die unless we take action right
now! Please, someone hurry and get a doctor!”
“G-got it! I’ll go!” a man shouted and ran off.
Then Aoi looked at Kanao beside her. “Kanao, go talk to the owner of the
tavern and get the following items.”
Impatiently, she listed the bare minimum of things she would need to treat
the wrestler. And then she remembered that that wasn’t enough to set Kanao
in motion.
“Your coin—”
She looked over her shoulder and saw Kanao’s back as the girl raced inside
the building. She paused.
It hadn’t been an order from Shinobu, their superior, and Kanao hadn’t tossed
a coin to decide. She’d listened to Aoi and was doing as she asked. Confused
and moved, Aoi turned back to her patient.
“Hey, you!” came a voice from the crowd, and a man with his hands stuffed in
his pockets stepped forward. It was clear at first glance that he was no
upstanding member of society.
“What’s going on, little lady? I bet a fair chunk of money on this sumo
wrestler. If he’s got something stuck in his throat, get him to chuck it up, and
then he can keep going. Don’t go making out like it’s some huge deal and
getting in the way of my win. Got it?”
His breath reeked of alcohol. In all likelihood, he’d been placing bets with his
friends. Unhappy at the abrupt interruption to the contest, he reached out
toward the wrestler. Aoi stiffened and slapped his hand away.
“Did you not hear me?” she said. “This man’s life is in danger. He needs
immediate treatment.”
“Hnh?” He arched an eyebrow at her.
“You’re in the way. Please get back.”
“What the—you little—” The look on his face changed, and he tried to grab
her.
Aoi deftly dodged, caught hold of the man’s arm, and flipped him onto his
back. Even if she was a failure as a corps member, she had still made it through
that training hell. A man like this was nothing to her.
“I believe I said to get back.”
“Y-you … !”
“If you will not kindly cooperate, next time I will break your arm,” she
announced coolly, narrowing her eyes. The man gulped loudly.
Perhaps her threat worked. The man left, albeit cursing the whole while and
spitting out the standard “I’ll get you for this!” before vanishing.
To the suddenly excited crowd, Aoi said, “Everyone, please be quiet.”
Having driven her point home, Aoi shifted the wrestler’s body. When she had
secured his airway, she saw Kanao racing toward her with all the things she
needed.
“If this girl hadn’t been here, this sumo wrestler might well have died,” said
the doctor who came running over at last. The remaining spectators let out a
cheer.
“You did it!”
“Nice work!”
Aoi could hear people shouting here and there in the crowd.
“Aah, you girls are really something.” The old woman who had urged them to
the front earlier was one of those people.
She looked at them admiringly and then slapped the plump shoulder of the
tavern master and sponsor of the contest.
“Come now, Yoshitaro. You make sure you thank these girls properly. If you’d
had someone die on you, you’d be in a real tight spot right about now, hm?
Give them a generous reward.” Her attitude was friendly, and it was clear that
the two of them knew each other.
“I will, fine. Honestly, I’m no match for you, Okayo.” The master turned to Aoi
and Kanao. “Thank you so much for your help. Please, take these with you as a
small token of our gratitude.”
Aoi was taken aback when he held out a cask of sake and a barrel of rice. She
found she couldn’t respond.
Intended for the victor of the contest, neither was what could be called a
“small token,” nor were they so easily carried with them. Nevertheless, Aoi was
glad for the sake, which they had been planning to buy anyway, and they could
make some money selling the rice. When she thought about how they’d be able
to buy the medication and bandages, the weight of the barrels no longer
seemed like a serious issue.
They split their reward between them, and Kanao started out ahead of Aoi
once more. Her stride was easy and calm, while Aoi staggered along behind her.
Kanao was again leading her in the opposite direction from the road home to
the Butterfly Mansion.
As Aoi wondered what was going on in her head, she suddenly remembered,
Oh, right. Thanks. I have to tell Kanao thank you. She had to thank Kanao for the
whole incident with the Sound Hashira, and also for what she had done back
there. Kanao had listened to Aoi and responded promptly, enabling them to
save that sumo wrestler. It would have been difficult for Aoi to have managed
all on her own.
“Uh. Um. Hey, Kanao?” she called out to the back bearing the rice ahead of
her.
Kanao stopped and looked over her shoulder at Aoi.
“Um. I just.”
Kanao stared at her, waiting for her to continue. You have to say it, she told
herself. When she actually tried to form the words, she felt strangely awkward.
As Aoi groped for the right thing to say, she heard a thunderous, angry roar.
“You cow! If you’re gonna kill me, then kill me already!”
“Don’t think I won’t! I’ll kill you, all right! You useless good-for-nothing!”
“What?!” Aoi froze in place.
She heard a spectacular crash as something shattered, followed by a child
crying.
“W-what’s that? What’s going on?” Aoi whirled her head around.
Kanao silently pointed toward a house in a back alley behind a paperer’s shop,
no doubt Kanao’s way of saying that was the source of the commotion.
Aoi stepped into the narrow alley to find a row house with a frontage of just
under three meters. A so-called partitioned longhouse. One of the sliding doors
was half-open, and broken bowls and cups were scattered on the ground
outside.
Aoi swallowed hard. “Excuse me!” she called. “Are you all right?”
A tall, skinny man came flying—almost tumbling—out. A woman rushed out
after him with a baby on her back. Aoi gasped when she saw what was in the
woman’s hand: she held a broad-bladed carving knife that shone dully. Aoi
could hear children crying inside the gloomy house.
“Today my patience finally runs out,” the woman snarled. “I’m going to carve
him into pieces! This simpleton of a husband!”
“I’d like to see you try!” the husband shouted. “You fat cow!”
“What did you say?! Go ahead and say that one more time! I dare you!”
“Oh, I’ll say it! I’ll say it until the stars fall from the sky! You enormous pig!”
Furious at her husband’s abuse, the woman yanked him up by his collar with a
plump hand. The man shrieked like a stuck pig, which jolted Aoi out of her
dumbfounded staring.
“Please stop this!” she cried. “He will really die, you know!”
“Don’t try and stop me! This is none of your business!” The woman glared at
her with bloodshot eyes.
Aoi didn’t flinch at the ferocity of the woman’s gaze. Instead, she pulled the
couple apart and asked, “Why are you so angry?”
“This lout spent all our earnings on drink and gambling! The rice box is empty!
We’ve got no savings! The whole family’s going to starve to death now!” The
woman went on and on, before pushing her husband away and dropping to her
knees. She began to sob, and the cries that slipped out from those parched lips
were almost like the howls of a wild beast.
“O-Omitsu.” The husband looked anxiously at his wife. “S-sorry. Just hang in
there. I mean, you know I’m sorry.” He pressed his forehead to the ground in
apology.
A boy came out of the tenement then, pulling a small girl by the hand. They
were maybe seven and five. The girl was crying, and her older brother was
desperately trying to hold back his own tears.
“Mom, don’t cry,” he consoled his mother earnestly. “I’ll work real hard!”
The kind face of the strong-willed boy overlapped with that of a certain
Demon Slayer in her mind.
“Don’t cry! When I grow up, I’ll work a lot and become really rich, and I’ll
make sure you have a great life!”
At the boy’s admirable declaration, Aoi gave Kanao a quick signal with her
eyes, but Kanao didn’t notice. She was staring at the sobbing family with
narrowed eyes. She looked as if she were seeing something very far away,
something she could never have again.
“Kanao,” Aoi said gently. “The rice.”
Kanao finally picked up on Aoi’s intent and nodded. She let the barrel of rice
slide off of her back to the ground.
“Please take this,” Aoi said, and the couple lifted their heads, surprised. “It
should be enough to tide you over for a while. And you could also sell some for
money.”
“Really, miss—I mean, do you mean that, young lady?” the wife cried. “But
we couldn’t.”
“Please promise me, though, that you won’t use the money from selling this
rice to buy sake or gamble,” Aoi said.
“I-I won’t! This is just so—” The man pledged, his hands together as if in
prayer. “I’m a new man. I’m reborn. I’ll never for the life of me do anything to
hurt my wife and children again!”
“All right, then.” Aoi turned on her heel. She was about to step out into the
road when the wife called out to them.
“You’d do this for us when we’re total strangers?”
Aoi hesitated. She didn’t really know what to say. She’d just wanted to help
the boy who was so desperate to help his parents. She’d wanted to help a
mother who would choose to starve as a family rather than so much as consider
selling one of her children, even in such poverty. That was all.
Aoi felt like it was a bit different from wanting to help. She felt like “I wanted
to help” was an extremely arrogant way of putting it. In the end, she said
nothing and left the alley.
“Miss ladies! Waaaaait!”
The boy chased after them, yanking his little sister along by the hand.
“Thank you … Thank you so much!” he said and bowed deeply. The little girl
also dipped her head in imitation of her big brother. “My dad sells these, so.”
The boy dug in his kimono and held out a pinwheel. He likely was giving it to
them as a thank-you, but Aoi hesitated to accept it.
Considering his family’s situation, it was hard to believe that this was just a
pinwheel. They could sell it for cash.
But Kanao reached out and took the pinwheel from the boy. Without even
flipping her coin. Even so, it was an extremely natural movement with no
hesitation whatsoever.
“Thanks,” Kanao said in a small voice, and the boy beamed.
It was a bright smile from the bottom of his heart.
Aoi felt a sharp pang in her own heart as she watched him.
The boy pulled his sister along behind him, headed back to their family home,
repeatedly thanking them as he went.
Aoi stared at Kanao, and Kanao blew on the pinwheel in her hand. The red
wheel went round and round.
“Why?” Aoi asked.
Why were you able to accept that so easily?
Why didn’t you flip your coin?
For a while, Kanao stared at the spinning pinwheel, but eventually she said
slowly, “This was … that boy’s—the feelings in his heart.”
“Ah!”
“He would have been hurt if we didn’t accept it.”
Aoi stared at Kanao with wide eyes, speechless. There was a huge lump in her
throat; she couldn’t say anything.
At the same time, she was embarrassed by her own hopeless foolishness.
She’d been thinking it was arrogant to want to “help them,” but she had
nonetheless hesitated to accept the boy’s thanks. In her heart, she had
sympathized with their impoverished condition. But if they hadn’t accepted the
boy’s thanks, then their own actions would have been complete charity. And
the boy did not want to be the sad recipient of handouts. Kanao had
understood that, so she’d been able to easily accept the pinwheel.
And meanwhile, I …
She was an extraordinarily half-hearted hypocrite. Aoi hung her head in self-
loathing, and Kanao turned to her as if to urge her to come along. Aoi trailed
after her dejectedly.
This again wasn’t the road back to the Butterfly Mansion, but she no longer
cared. After she followed Kanao for a bit, a large red umbrella came into view. A
teahouse, Aoi thought absently.
Kanao whirled her head around in front of the teahouse, as if looking for
someone. She then asked an old man, who appeared to be the owner of the
teahouse, something in a quiet voice.
“Kanroji?” the man replied. “Oh, you mean Mitsuri? She’s not here today.”
Kanao looked crestfallen.
Mitsuri? Probably Mitsuri Kanroji, the Love Hashira. She and Shinobu were
good friends. Now that Aoi was thinking about it, she’d heard that Mitsuri was a
regular at a teahouse in this area. Apparently, the sanshoku dango dumplings
were scrumptious.
Why would Kanao be looking for the Love Hashira? Maybe she has a message
for her from Shinobu? In that case, wouldn’t she have come straight over here
after they left the chemist’s? And if Kanao had a message to give, Aoi would
have also been informed of the errand.
She suddenly put a hand to her mouth. Oh …
She could think of only one reason for them to be there.
“You weren’t actually going to borrow money from the Love Hashira, were
you?” she asked Kanao.
After a moment’s hesitation, Kanao nodded. “Because you were in trouble,
Aoi.”
Aoi didn’t know how to respond.
“I thought maybe. But I couldn’t help at all.”
Warm droplets of water ran down Aoi’s cheeks as she stood there. The tears
she’d worked so hard to hold back spilled out of her eyes.
Kanao seemed surprised as she watched this, and finally she reached out to
place a tentative hand on Aoi’s shoulder.
“Thanks,” Aoi murmured in a hoarse voice. Suddenly, her heart felt lighter.
“You’ve helped me out in so many ways today. And when the Sound Hashira
was about to carry me away, you held my hand … and you didn’t let go. Thank
you.”
Kanao looked troubled, turning her face downward as if embarrassed.
I finally told her, Aoi thought.
“If I was alone,” Kanao said quietly, “I wouldn’t have known what to do when
that sumo wrestler collapsed or when that couple was fighting.”
“Kanao …” Aoi’s eyes grew damp once more. “When did you start making
decisions without flipping your coin?”
Kanao was silent for a moment.
“Tanjiro.” She voiced an unexpected name. “He told me. ‘You have to live by
your heart,’ he said. ‘You can do it’ … So …”
Ohh. Is that it? Aoi understood everything when she saw Kanao’s pale cheeks
flush red. Just as Tanjiro’s words had freed Aoi from guilt and a deep-rooted
inferiority complex, they had also changed Kanao.
The boy like the sun had turned the girl like a doll into a person. That was why
Kanao had such a gentle and peaceful look on her face now.
Aoi looked at her, and her heart swirled with emotion. A warmth that made
her want to cry. A hint of sadness that the boy hadn’t only offered his words to
her. And a childlike joy, like she and Kanao were sharing something that was for
the two of them and no one else.
All this time she’d lived with this girl but felt that she was somehow far away.
Now she felt so very close. Kanao was there, right beside her. Aoi stared silently
at the girl’s flushed cheeks.
“Come now. Eat up,” the elderly proprietor said, carrying out a tray laden with
tea and sanshoku dango. He set it down on the edge of the bench next to them
and started to walk away.
“Huh? No, we …”
When Aoi confessed that they didn’t have any money, the elderly man gave
them a bittersweet smile and said, “I wouldn’t take any from you. You’re
Mitsuri’s friends, aren’t you? Demon Slayers?”
“Oh.” Aoi nodded. “Yes. We are.”
“My daughter, you know, when she was attacked by a demon, Mitsuri saved
her. If I had to say, well, I could never repay that debt.”
Aoi listened in silence as the man continued.
“It’s a tough job, but you keep at it. Just don’t go pushing yourselves, all
right?” he offered and went back inside the teahouse.
Aoi contemplatively looked back and forth between the owner’s bent back
and the steam rising up from the teacups. The unadorned words of gratitude,
the kind gaze, the faint warmth in her heart …
The old her would have said something servile like, “In that case, I cannot
accept such a kindness. I’m a coward who can’t even set foot onto the
battlefield.”
But she didn’t feel like that anymore. As a member of the Demon Slayer
Corps, finding someone who understood and appreciated the corps
overwhelmed her with delight. Aoi made a tiny sniff.
“Should we gratefully accept this, Kanao?” she asked with a smile, and Kanao
nodded firmly, a smile on her own face.
The sanshoku dango recommended by the Love Hashira were indeed
delicious and just the slightest bit salty.
As they left the teahouse, the western sky glowed red. Aoi walked with Kanao
through the twilight town. Long shadows stretched out at their feet.
When they got back to the Butterfly Mansion, she would apologize for not
being able to buy the medicine and come back to get it first thing the next
morning. With this thought in her mind, they started out on the road home.
Once they had reached the outskirts of town, she got the sense that someone
was chasing them.
“Hey! You there! You girls! Wait!”
“Hm?”
Aoi looked back to find the shriveled eggplant face of the chemist.
“Haah haah! Aah, thank goodness,” he said, panting.
After waiting for him to get his breathing back under control, Aoi asked,
“What is it?”
The chemist smiled awkwardly. “I’m really sorry about this afternoon.”
He handed them a neatly wrapped package with the medicines Aoi had tried
to buy.
“You pay up whenever you can.”
“What? But …”
Aoi furrowed her brow at the chemist’s sudden change of heart. Kanao also
stared at him curiously. The chemist shrugged awkwardly, probably because the
girls were looking at him dubiously, instead of happily, as they wondered what
wind had changed.
“The truth is, you see …” He lowered his voice, as if concerned about being
overheard.
“So the older woman you met at the eating contest was the chemist’s own
mother?” Shinobu asked Aoi delightedly when Aoi had finished giving her a
rundown of the day’s events.
“Yes,” Aoi confirmed.
“My goodness,” she said admiringly. “What a surprising coincidence.”
The chemist’s mother, now retired, had apparently seen Shinobu, Kanao, and
Aoi at the shop countless times. Although Western clothes were no longer
particularly unusual, the uniforms of the Demon Slayer Corps were distinctive
and had made an impression on her, it seemed. She’d just remembered where
she’d seen Aoi and Kanao before when she returned to the shop and heard
about the events of that afternoon. She was furious.
“Do you have holes where your eyes should be?! Turning such lovely girls away
emptyhanded? Business, you know, it isn’t just about chasing profits, now is it?
Didn’t I beat that into your head?! Come on now, go find them! Damned fool of
a son!”
The chemist apparently flew out of the shop with his mother’s roars following
closely after him.
“Not only that, but she spoke to the fabric store owner, who’s a friend of
hers, and we were able to buy what we needed there too and pay later,” Aoi
said.
“Well, well!” Shinobu laughed. “This mother of his is quite frightening, hm?
Nicely done, Aoi.”
Aoi shook her head so hard, it threatened to fly off. A cold sweat sprang up on
her brow. “N-not at all! To begin with, it was my fault for forgetting my wallet. It
just happened to work out because Kanao was there.”
“Kanao said the same thing,” Shinobu told her.
“What?”
“Did you manage to say to her what you wanted to tell her?”
“Wh—?!” Aoi lifted her face in surprise.
Shinobu’s gaze softened. “From the look of you, I’d say you did manage it,
then.”
“Lady Shinobu …”
“Struggling with things is definitely not a waste of time. It’s necessary to train
the mind and become stronger,” Shinobu said. “But I want you to at least
remember this. You, Kanao, Kiyo, Sumi, Naho—you’re all my valuable helpers,
my precious family.”
Without uttering another word at her superior’s beautiful smile, Aoi set her
hands down on the floor and deeply bowed her head. Perhaps Shinobu had
noticed Aoi’s complicated feelings toward Kanao and sent the two of them
shopping together in the hope that something like this would result.
A complex mix of feelings welled up in her and filled her heart. For a time, Aoi
was unable to raise her head.
When she left Shinobu’s room, it was completely dark outside. The pale light
of the moon poured in through the latticed window.
Aoi had to put away the medicines they’d bought, cut the cotton, make
bandages … Right, while she was at it, she should also set out some sleepwear
and futons for the corps members so that they’d be ready when Zenitsu,
Inosuke, Nezuko, and Tanjiro—the Demon Slayers who risked their lives to fight
the demons—came back injured.
After all, I’m a member of the Demon Slayer Corps too. She tightened her
hands into fists. She was surprised at herself. This was possibly the first time
since she’d survived the Final Selection that she’d felt so happy and purposeful.
Would she someday be able to live with her head held high and not have the
fact that she’d survived weigh on her conscience? Would she come to like
herself just the way she was?
You’re going to be all right, a voice said. Whose voice was it? It might have
been Tanjiro’s, or maybe Shinobu’s, or perhaps Kanao’s. Aoi’s lips spread into a
slight smile at how naturally Kanao’s name had come out.
“Aoiiiii!” Naho called, sounding troubled. “One of the corps members on bed
rest is asking about their bandages. What do you want us to do?”
“I’ll be right there!” Aoi composed herself and headed for the sickroom at a
trot.
Kimetsu Academy Junior High and High School was an utterly average school
beloved by the residents of Kimetsu. It wasn’t particularly academic, nor was it
a school for delinquents.
The school was decidedly not average in just one way. For some reason, the
place was full of problem students.
When they reached the library, the teacher in question was just coming out.
“Mr. Rengok—” Zenitsu started.
“Oh ho! What’s wrong? You need me, boys?” the history teacher replied, with
a charming and cheerful smile.
In his arms, he held books with titles that seemed like stand-alone jokes: Go
For It! Bento Man!, 365 Days of Super Tasty Bento, Bento to Make Kids Rejoice.
“You ask him!”
“But this is your thing, Zenitsu!”
Zenitsu and Tanjiro silently pushed each other to be the one to speak.
Rengoku didn’t notice the strange expressions on their faces. It wasn’t so
much that he was insensitive, he was just more of a big-picture kind of person
and not the type to pick up on subtle cues.
Left with no choice, Tanjiro said, “Um. I thought you lived at home, Mr.
Rengoku? Er. Are you actually married?”
“No! I live with my mother, father, and little brother! I’m not married! What
of it, young Kamado?”
“Do you make your own bento lunches?” Tanjiro asked.
“Oh, these?” Rengoku finally guessed what Tanjiro was getting at and flashed
his snowy-white teeth at them. “My mother has been busy with work lately. I
thought I would make my little brother’s lunches for her. I know I can’t make
anything as good as she makes, but I wanted to at least cook something that
would make Senjuro happy.”
When they pulled back the curtain, the truth turned out to be nothing of
consequence. In fact, this answer only made Rengoku even more likable. This
was a departure from Tomioka, whose likability slipped downward every time
anyone spoke to him.
“How about it?” the history teacher asked. “Are you boys interested in trying
to make bento too? If you want, you can come to my house right now!”
“N-no. We just wanted to talk to you.” Tanjiro was flustered at this casual
invitation from their teacher. “Right, Zenitsu?”
“Y-yeah. That’s right. The truth is, it’s about Mr. Tomioka,” Zenitsu started.
“Tomioka? You mean my colleague Giyu Tomioka?”
“Yes. I actually want to quit the disciplinary committee, but Mr. Tomioka
won’t listen to a word I say.” Zenitsu told him about the incident in the
cafeteria.
“Hmm.” Rengoku listened with an unusually serious look on his face.
“Salmon stewed with daikon would be good too!” he opined cheerfully. “The
combination of fish and vegetables is a healthy one, and not only that, daikon is
in season. Seasonal food is healthy food! High nutritional value!”
“Huh?”
“Uh … um.”
“Boys, we’ll stop by the supermarket and then head to my house. Wait. Better
to get daikon at the greengrocer. Salmon at the fishmonger!”
“But that’s not what we—”
“I’ll lend you both aprons. Don’t worry about that!”
“No!” Zenitsu cried.
“Mr. Rengoku, salmon stewed with daikon isn’t really that great for bento,
though,” Tanjiro noted. “If you don’t make sure it’s walled off in its own section,
the rice’ll end up all soggy.”
“Wait. Not you too!” Zenitsu yelped, betrayal on his face.
“I see.” Rengoku nodded thoughtfully. “We’ll have to make rice too! Main
dishes alone are unbalanced!”
“What about cooking the rice with some vegetables?” Tanjiro suggested.
“Great idea!” the history teacher cried. “Okay! We’ll stop by the rice shop!”
“No, but that’s not—” Zenitsu protested.
“Don’t be shy! Establishing lines of communication with students is an
important part of a teacher’s job!”
“But I just want to quit the disciplinary committee!” Zenitsu wailed.
A history teacher—who ignored what other people were saying even more
than a certain other teacher—had toyed with him. A friend had been
surprisingly idiotic. Zenitsu’s evening wore on.
“Mr. Tomioka!”
The next morning, when Zenitsu spotted Tomioka doing uniform checks in
front of the school gates, he raced over to him with a smile on his face. Tomioka
was wearing a tracksuit that day. His gym whistle hung around his neck, and his
beloved bamboo sword was in hand.
“Mr. Tomioka! I made an appointment at the salon for Saturday!” Zenitsu
announced in a loud voice, eyes shining like he had been reborn. “I’ll dye my
hair black and work even harder as a member of the disciplinary committee! I
hope I can count on your guidance and support—”
“Quiet, you!”
“Bu—?!”
Zenitsu took an impossible hit from Tomioka and went sailing through the air.
“No shouting at school,” the teacher told him.
This … It doesn’t make any sense.
Zenitsu crumpled to the ground, not even able to shed tears.
Later, at lunch …
“Tanjrooo! I want to quit the disciplinary committee already!” Zenitsu cried in
anguish. “I hate it!! I mean, Tomi—hrk!”
“Zenitsu …” Tanjiro sighed.
Incidentally, a few days later …
“I stopped you from hemorrhaging committee members you so desperately
need, so please give my team more gym space to use next month, okay, Mr.
Tomioka?”
Shinobu reportedly threatened the teacher—or perhaps made a request of
him with an extremely innocent look on her face. Hearing this, Zenitsu took to
his bed for three whole days, but that is a different story.
All in all, it was another peaceful day at Kimetsu Academy Junior High and
High School (except for one person).
Thanks for reading.
I was trying on glasses the other day, and the clerk told me that it’s
fashionable to wear them a little low on your face. So I pushed them all the way
to the end of my nose, and in return, I got a pained smile and the comment that
there are limits as to how low. That’s me, Gotouge.
Did you enjoy the book?
This is the first time I’ve gotten to draw illustrations for a book, and I was both
excited and nervous about it.
I hope you’ve upped your immune-system strength with all this reading fun,
so you can enjoy your days free of colds—healthy and happy.
I love Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba. I really love it. I love it so much I worry
a little about myself. I honestly adore it.
So when I was approached about novelizing the series, I was over the moon,
shrieking to myself. (Naturally, a high-pitched, annoying nasal whine.) Koyoharu
Gotouge, thank you so, so very much for taking the time when you were so
busy with the series and anime adaptation to make your diligent checks of the
manuscript, your incredibly powerful illustrations, and the cover that I can only
describe as wonderful.
When you told me Master Jigoro’s name, I was so delighted that I fell
prostrate before my computer.
I love the world that you draw. I love all of these characters who never give in
to overwhelming absurdity, who are always looking forward, no matter how
many times their hearts and spirits are broken, earnestly fighting for what they
believe in!
To my editors Rokugou and Nakamoto, everyone in the j-Books editorial
department who has worked to develop my career since my debut, Jump editor
Takano, Shiotani from Naht in charge of the proofreading, all the many people
who were involved with making this book who helped in so many ways, and all
of you who picked up this book, I want to send you my deepest gratitude from
the bottom of my heart.
Let’s feast on how things are heating up in the main series while we wait
together for the anime to start in April!