often i am scared for no reason or several reasons

oh boy! 1 hour+ long video on something i have literally never shown interest in before!

i've never been interested in simpsons hit and run speedrunning but sure i'll watch this

This is adulthood.

yeah that's accurate

it’s safe to assume that at any given moment i want to go back to bed

i knew this day would come. i saw it on the calendar

source? i felt it in my heart

Brainstorm: This project is so secret, even I don’t know what I’m doing.

Just wanted to clear this thing up

Friendly reminder that if I haven’t answered your ask the same day, it means either: 

• I want to treasure that ask forever
• I dont feel up to social interaction
• I didnt have time, and ended up forgetting about it

What it does NOT mean:

• I dont like getting asks
• You’re bothering me by sending asks

SAME APPLIES FOR UNANSWERED TAG GAMES!

*gets out of bed*

no

*gets back in bed*

sending asks is so scary what if i sneezed on my keyboard and mistyped my entire adress and misgendered everyone and mispelled every single word and also typed my password into the message. what then. once the ask is sent who knows what it looks like. i couldve tyepd anything

I swear to god I am going to (remembers nothing) (stares directly at the fucking

scared and sleepy girl sunday

I love sitting down in the evening and trying to decide what activity I should do to unwind and then realizing an hour later that I have neither done an activity nor unwound

Originally posted by science

So I looked up “amazing” under the gif search and this little guy came up

blogging is great for me because i love archiving pointless things

www.dawningcrow.com

i hate when i’m insanely anxious about something to the point where i can’t sleep and then whatever im stressing about passes and im like “oh that actually wasn’t that bad!” and then i learn absolutely nothing from this

this is how your email found me

If u ever wanna hit on me pls be obvious I am stupid.

i scare people lots because i walk very softly and they don’t hear me enter rooms so when they turn around i’m just kind of there and their fear fuels me

*twirling hair normally* im sooooo normal about this piece of media,,,, so soso normal,,,,, *begins whirring* sooooooooooooooooooooooo noooooooormaaaaaaaal 

the shame of making a connection irl and them being like omg can i have your insta??? snapchat????? and having to be like sorry i live in a gap between two tree roots youre just going to have to normal text me like some kind of animal

this summer i will learn italian and french and russian and run a marathon everyday and work for three months and get fifty new ear piercings and read every work of high literature ever created and watch every movie. but most importantly just chill and relax

*thinks up an idea for a silly quick piece* okay haha lets whip something up real quick

*idea gets more complicated*

*idea gets more complicated*

*idea gets more complicated*

*idea gets more complicated*

oh no

guy who needs to send an email so he completely isolates himself from the world misses out on every opportunity curls up in a ball and dies. and like 2 months later sends said email finally

it describes me perfectly and i don’t like it

spending all that time on a drawing only to decide its very ugly

people are saying do it scared, but you also gotta do it alone. you'll miss out on so much you want to do if you wait til someone will do it with you. do it scared and do it alone.

me (scared & alone) out in the wider world trying to broaden my horizons:

It sucks that there's only 20 minutes in each day. If there was more than that I would get more stuff done I'm sure

New Kirby charms and stickers are now available! 𓍢ִ໋🌷͙֒

♡ MY SHOP ♡

the problem with being creative is that you start to feel very guilty when you haven’t created anything in a while

i love the olympics. no need to get too invested in any one event or sport. i learn just enough about each to go "oooh!" when it looks like it goes good or "ooooh..." when it looks like it goes bad. i graze on them all at my leisure. it's like sports tapas.

when someone asks me what i like

it's ok when people do things imperfectly. there are plenty of mediocre books and movies and works of art and all those people are fine and did not die from producing something that's just ok. not me though I would die

nothing is worse than software that tells people when I’m online or when I read their message or when I’m typing something. I always want to be as unknowable in my silence as god

i need something i cant identify so deeply and intrinsically. surely the answer will be found by scrolling social media 14hrs a day

funniest adhd thing is when you're like ugh. doing this simple task would be too hard. guess i'll do a difficult one instead

One time instead of finishing inking a single drawing I straight up applied for and got a new job

do you ever feel like yay!!! .. and yippee!! .. yahoo!!! ..but then you feel urgh ..... urghhhjjhggh ...... uurghghjjjggkghgghhg urghhhh .....

tomorrow……… is august„„„„,?????

its augu…….st?? tomorrW???????????

8th monTH???????? 4 ,more mont hs of 2013?????????????

what??????????????????????????????………………………..

in the morning, i get on tumblr and reblog beautiful images, but by the evening i devolve into madness

"maybe the problem is you" oh the problem is definitely me, next question