i'm a needy little puppy :pleadingcat:

i wannya lay in bed and cuddle her and snuggle her and be comfy under the blankies and :pleadingcat:

hm it seems like a slight possibility that i might be slightly gay............

puppy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wish i had any friends tbh.

i am so dizzy

puppy needs its nea jacket >.<

i miss her :(((((

i want to die

sleepy saige......

i hate myself rn

sudden desire to be called cute but in like an appearance way >.<

~~jacket~~ blankie :pleadingcat:

puppygirl that thinks everything is a blanket

mm keep thinking about yesterday when i got to sit with her and watch the super bowl and then we worked on treat together and then i got to take home another squishmallow :pleadingcat: aaa i love her so so much.....

what if i whimpered like a little puppy

at my girlfriend’s house rn and i have to pretend to be somewhat normal in front of her parents (i am very bad at being normal)

gay daydreaming about my girlfriend :pleadingcat:

puppygirl that whimpers

eepy and gay,,

yayyy convinced my girlfriend to be on bluesky :3

mmm it’s like perfect weather to go on a walk with her tbh :pleadingcat:

mm it's really nice when she shows up in my dreams tbh

sometimes she's just kinda there? but like, :pleadingcat:

"The world works with ServiceNow"

what an awful tagline, i do not want to live in a world using servicelater sob😭

keep looking at a picture of my girlfriend now and just, how is she so fucking adorable???? :pleadingcat:

filled with love for nea :3 (i love her so fucking much she’s so cuteeee)

i bet if i went to the eye doctor to get a new glasses prescription that my girlfriend would look even cuter somehow

monthly newsletter for my job went out today and i had the most servicenow incidents created this month??? (2nd place was behind me by 1 incident lol) how did this happen, i haven't even been here for the entire month how did i create the most servicenow incidents??? (winning though ig)

okay not being on windows is annoying cause all the docs for asp.net are about visual studio or vs code or just using the cli and like, i wannya use rider since im not on windows but there's no docs and stuff seems broken and aaaa :(((

how are the new webcage songs so fucking good omg

saw two girls holding hands and that's so fucking gay. i would never hold hands with another girl because i am the most straight girl to ever exist i would never have a girlfriend and think about kissing her and holding her hand nope not me ever

i keep falling in love with her even more and more :pleadingcat:

who allowed her to be so cute????? :pleadingcat:

determined to learn asp.net and blazor, and by determined i mean i will give up in about 5 minutes

hhh just. looking at photos of my girlfriend instead of going to class rn and i might cry >.< i love her so so so so so fucking much, i wish i could be perfect for her :pleadingcat: >.<

why does this brain never stop

nea,,,,,,, :pleadingcat:

it should be possible to talk in lower case tbh

i just wannya be the most perfect girlfriend ever tbh :3 (probably impossible but a puppy can try...)

the world should be more saige friendly

girlfriend is currently teaching me how bed sheets work (i’ve been doing it wrong????????)

they should make the world less confusing tbh

busy all day valentine’s day (calendar: midnight-7:15 sleep, 7:15-9am try not to be late to class, 9-10:15am be late for class maybe(?), 10:15-10:25am drive home and lay in bed, 10:25-3pm sleep, 3-4pm cry, 4-8pm sleep, 8-9:30pm cry, 9:30-10pm hug emma, 10-midnight pass out???)

(/hj i think)

i shouldn't have made that post actually because now i want to lol

tbh i'd probably do a rewrite instead of a port, something like what the original roact was before they just transpiled it all lol

brb porting react to playdate

showed my girlfriend what happens with you do HttpService:JSONEncode on a buffer lmao

what a nice feeling of emptiness.

stole her other jacket :3 (it smells like her :3)

scared >.< (idk why)

what if she forgets about me,,,,,,, >.<

it’s so weird to think like. 5 months ago i wouldn’t have been comfy with like anything because of trauma >.< but like. now i am,, and im just like. so happy that she’s helped me be comfy with stuff again :pleadingcat: love her so much,,,,,,

needy for attention tbh

~~i'm not being emotional i'm not being emotional i'm not being emotional i'm not being emotional~~

i love the necklace my girlfriend got me for christmas so fucking much :pleadingcat:

i think i’ve worn it every day since then that i’ve left my apartment? or almost everyday at least :3

i’m a puppy,,,,,,,,

girlfriend is insulting me for not knowing how to play confusing star wars lego game smh

i wonder if she talks about me ever…

how is she so fucking cute omg

~~i wish i could be cute~~

dedicating this website to gay posting now /j (tbh that’s what it mostly is but i wannya start posting about other stuff when i start this new project idea :333)

yearny

thinking about the day i was doing destinations and there was a radio check and the question was about how many chickens could you fight. so i was just walking around listening to other people who were working answer the question and laughing the entire time

why am i so gay >.<

probably too gay :(

why don't i have a tail?? i'm literally a puppy yet i don't have a tail to wag what the fuck is this?????

did solid ever go anywhere? genuinely no idea, every so often when i see a link to it the website looks the same as i remembered it, and i almost never see it get mentioned.

currently on a mission to be the cutest puppy ever

work on sunday is the best cause no body comes lol

i love being paid for 4 hours to do nothing but training :3

think it's time to just. go to bed and cry myself to sleep now.

they should make more webcage music tbh.

playdate intro is so beautiful tbh.

multivariate calculus is fucking weird like what the fuck does this tangent line mean

3d is too much for me. like actually. trying to graph it in desmos makes me a bit dizzy.

terrified rn

my girlfriend is making me watch star wars (have never really seen it tbh) and it’s so nice and cozy tbh, just laying on the couch with her watching it

i love her so so much :pleadingcat:

hhhhh why is my brain being all stupid rn and just. feeling empty and focusing on small things that never bother me but it is rn...

feeling awful rn.

i love my new job tbh

it's actually really fun, at least when working help desk. i'm surprisingly not awful at talking to customers, and when there's no customers i get to talk to my supervisor :3 and they all seem pretty cool :3

and when i have a shift in a lab i don't really have to talk to anyone that much, i just go and check printers and labs every so often, and apparently sometimes a supervisor will come and check on me?? so that's kinda cool ig :3

aaa marriage :pleadingcat:

sounds cute :pleadingcat: i’d get to marry her…

hhhh why must i ruin everything.

mm just thinking about how sweet my girlfriend is for letting me steal her jackets and squishmallows tbh :pleadingcat:

i love her so so so much…

i feel great rn tbh /gen

creating tech debt for future saige rn

it needs some problems to solve in its life (rewriting albums someday)

so fucking empty...

well that's a very unexpected moment of feeling empty.

sigh.

ik i do lots of like gay lesbian yearny posting but like

really am so glad i met nea :pleadingcat: she’s just so so so amazing, idk what i’d ever do without her :pleadingcat:

nobody knows i’m secretly a puppy

okay wow servicenow is slow

how the fuck do i do art

we're watching episode two of hide and seek across japan rn :3

yay i got my girlfriend hooked on jet lag i think :3

i wonder if i could get away with replacing the extremely boring and basic and inaccurate honeywell thermostat in my apartment with an ecobee

i hate trying to have friends. basically impossible ig

mmm i love my girlfriend so much tbh…

she’s actually just way too amazing :pleadingcat:

i’m puppy,,,

made my girlfriend watch jet lag: the game and she seems to enjoy it :3

happy new year !!

brb need to go make the 48934th misskey fork and call it uhhhhhhhhhhhhh stickerkey (i have stickers on my desk rn)

girls should be allowed to just sleepy and sleep and sleep sleep and sleep some more and lay in bed and sleep and eepy and nap and go to bed and hug jacket and sleep and hug squishmallow and sleep more and wake up and see it’s 3pm and go back to bed and sleep a bit more and sleepy sleep a lot

oops found another place on this website that still says catgirl

i hate this stupid fucking life so much

tbh does she even care about me?

mmm i love her so fucking much,,, wish i could hug her rn :pleadingcat:

also feel bad though that she has to deal with me being a mess though :(