if i relaxed my body now , i would fall apart. i've always lived like this , and it's the only way i know how to go on living. if i relaxed for a second , i'd never find my way back. i'd go to pieces , and the pieces would be blown away.

w  h  y   c  a  n  '  t   y  o  u   s  e  e    t  h  a  t   ?

it is morning , and you shake. it is afternoon , and

you shake. someone touches you , and you wish

you could shake again. it is night , and you shake.